Sunday, November 30, 2008
sunyi..mereka da pulang..
salam..
besh..tp diorang br balek..adeyh...buhsan lak lyf tetb..hm...ade diorang mmg pnt..wrestling,tendang,terajang huaaa...gile...tp syiok gak..yg xleh blah bajet bgs plak...dah kne truk2..tp leh plak bgn..jln wat bodow je..tp da lame sket br nanges bagai nk gile...haha..bdak2...ngeee...sonok2..kezen2 akhir nih yg dtg umah...yg plng kecik dlm family side umi...sorang 7 thn ngan 9 thn...heh...beknye ckp kelate...haha..tp mke penang haa...hehe..rafiq..hu...rindu la plak ak kt dak tuh..asyik men nek blakang..haha...lame x jmpe...last jmpe tym baby...hm...nih da besha...aish...ni la yg dinamakan keluarga kan...xkn putus..ngee~!haha..bear da start---ding dong!!...
Posted by bear at 2:37 AM 0 carut coret
Thursday, November 27, 2008
meriahnye suasana desa..
ya salam...
ade kenduri arwah kt kampung ngan ade tahlil..beza sungguh kehidupan kampung ngan bandar..meriah die lain..jarang nk jumpe..especially sume mcm bersatu yg sungguh xterkata keakraban die..sembang pun sempoi je..xde nk bergaya mana...len sket ngan bandar nih..kalu kenduri kendara xdenye org dtg kumpul ramai2 nk hulur2 tgn...hehe...mostly dtg mkn pastuh blah...cm trend plak...tbh2 bile fud cater org...am i ryt??forgiv me if im gvng u guys a fake statement..wink!!~hm...bile sume pun order...perasaan muhibbah hilang..haha...trust me..
ewah--->ayat x leh blah...hehehe...tp tu la...kalu kt kl tuh...for those yg berada sket..kenduri nih tym nk melaram...ngeee....btol!!hehe....np ngan bear nih??hehe...weng2 lol...tp tuhla..xrase sgt..bile balek kampung...kumpul ramai2...tdo bergelimpangan...woah...mmg kusut otak...tp bes ape..mkn ulam..sambal..ikan kering...xdenye spegeti,rona roni makaroni...xdenye...mee kuah ade~!..hehe....tuh yg sdap tuh...hehehe...bkn sket kalu blk kampung tuh....aish...gile ramai tungkus lumus..hehe...bear nye sedare kt kampung dilitupi ngan kaum kerabat yg agak ramai...even bkn sedara rapat..tp..mesra tu ade..tp tuh la...bile atuk sume da xde...pendek cite..golongan tua sume da xde...da payah nk rasa meriah cm dulu...hm...tp ape2 pun...still best la kampung..hehe...dlu igt lgk kenangan xleh lupe ngan abh...ade masuk bendang cari ikan semilai@ ikan laga...pastuh bela...hehe...pastuh ade gak g crk ngan abh kt pokok mane ntah..ade sarang burung...and bela anak burung merbah tuh...serba sedikit kenangan dgn abh tym kt kampung...abh..dekat di hati..
Posted by bear at 7:35 AM 0 carut coret
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
hitam merah....
samar..gambaran jiwaku skrg..samar..
ya salam...hitam merah..
ngaa~!
reality ke fanstasy??
wallahualam...
ak hanya mampu berdoa sume urusan lancar...
syukur atas segala nikmat yg diberikan..
alahai...penat gak cutiey nih..jarang dpt nk duduk tenang..
hehe...tp tu la yg mewarnai hidup ini..
bile kite usaha..and dpt tgk hasil..lg best..hehe
ape pun yg terjadi selepas ini ..
ak kena teruskan berjalan..
one step at a tym..
there's no need to rush...hehe..relax..yeah..~!
Posted by bear at 12:35 AM 5 carut coret
Monday, November 17, 2008
iggy...
Posted by bear at 6:35 PM 3 carut coret
ayam2 ku..=)
Posted by bear at 6:04 PM 6 carut coret
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
bata merah batu konkrit~
salam~
batu merah bata konkrit-keras-
hayun tukul besi tempek paku di dinding.hayun yg tegar..tepat.tp lembut.
jgn longlai penuh dgn kelembutan.hancur lebur!kembali dgn carutan penuh emosi dan gangguan.
asap kepulan penuhi ruang lingkup bilik bak kemenyan halau nyamuk.kus!habis nyamuk mati .tp bangkit seolah tiada apa2 perlu dibicara.kembali bingung diletakkn air di tekak sblm terus telan masuk perut dan diam....lega!air x berwarna.xda rasa tp sedap.itu namanya anugerah dr Allah.teruskan dgn jalanan di pinggiran kolam.mata hijau pandang kangkung iggy.lapar sdah dinyatakn dr carutan ragasan panjatan jaring2 kehidupannya.aduh!ak bingung.diletakkn ia penuh lembut dipandangnya penuh kaget dan maju telah tumbuhan yg dikutip.dia kenyang.ku tidak.teruskan kehidupan dgn kecanggihan teknologi hantaran mesej.xperlu berjln.diambil dgn penuh keayuan oleh dua pari2 makanan ditelan dgn lahap.hbs.kosong.kenyang.kembali duduk dpn teknologi ciptaan lipatan dua sambungan tertera blog ini utk dititipkan ke dlm benak.
aku kembali bingung
wassalam~
Posted by bear at 4:38 AM 2 carut coret
Thursday, November 6, 2008
dakwat basah cair..ceroi..??
ya salam..ku kembali setelah menghilang beberapa hr..
dakwat semmgnye hitam tp bile diberi sedikit carutan dan coretan...
pudar!kosong...basah dan kotor...hm..
coretan dan carutan bina dalamn supaya tidak ceroi dgn keadaan..
ceroi tidak tulen..dan dimamah ketidak pastian...
pastinye post kali ini amat jengkel dan pelik untuk dikira dan difahami..
kerna dtgnye dari ht yg serabai dan terikat dgn getah dan susah nk buka..
phmkn tempat ini dan huraikn dgn penuh saksama...
wassalam
Posted by bear at 10:57 AM 3 carut coret
Sunday, November 2, 2008
athin vesparados~
salam...~
in da midst of final exam ryt now...2 papers to go...huhu...yeah...holiday is juz around da corner..hm..cant wait to go home..=)...home-where all da probs gone and new probs do occur-hehehe....huhu...eyp..i do have a few topic to share with...yeah..."politic in luv"...does all the things in this life must be manipulated by political elements that sumhow do brings corruption?hm...im not trying to say dat politic is critically sucks but in certain cases it do shows..=/..hm..guys...for those out there who are particularly playing with the rhythm of the their heart right now,do take it in a legal way..what im trying to figure out is...-do not put any blame to those who r not deserve-..hm...athin dear...problems always occur...but the best way is stand up still and never try to get rid from it...i do believe in fate although sumtyms we can twist da fate...yeah...open relationship sumtyms better rather than closed...-Peace-..hm...athin...cheer up..u r not da one in da bucket that full of shit right now...remeber!u r not da one who hafta apologize..he is da one who hafta carry all da blame...as i said few days a go...-the one who started da game will take the risk either win or die-...dont bother the past...but knowledge the past..bother the future...as the future will lead u to the destiny of the real life...im not dat gud to give words dat might blast ur spirit up...but i do hope my words do pass by certain line dat might crash our mind on the relationship stuff...hm...guys...it s hard to take care of people heart as it is not created to be the same..but..as long as we live..we'll learn to take fragile care of our own heart and others...and for that...do not stop to take care about others and not to forget ourself...dont go beyond the line as the luv for Him is da greatest pleasure to be with...
Allah always by our side...a thought to whom it mayb....im not dat gud..but im trying..=)....wassalam....
p/s= the name in dis post is legally approved..=)
Posted by bear at 8:10 AM 2 carut coret