Saturday, August 21, 2010

asad n nubia

salam...

alhamdulillah...dah sblas hr berpuasa...asad n nubia da besar..glad to see them grow in front of me...3rd sept= balik kampung..yeah....jumpe umi n abh @nenek pd asad n nubia...haha....both of them are sleeping right now...might b becoz of 'terlbih sugar' pg td time sahur..main gile2...haih...

mid term=25,1,2,3//whoahh

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Ramadhan Karim...

salam...

it s been too long i did not update my blog...whooosshhh...Alhamdulillah...at last...i've been ticketed to enter the first day of Ramadhan...I hope this time of Ramadhan will bring me to be a better person...Ya Allah...do hear all my prayers in this Holy month of Ramadhan..do open my heart,eyes and minds widely in accepting the true ways of Islam and forbid me from doing any evil things...This vicegerent of U in this world is trying hard to make her life better and full of karamah..wallahualam..

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Rindu ini makin menebal..

salam.

Ramadhan kian menjejakkan kakinya ke penghujung...mungkinkah ini Ramadhan yg terakhir buatku?...hatiku sebak dan rintihan mula menghujani pemikiranku...mungkinkah ini dinamakan rindu pada Dia yg telah memberiku peluang bernafas di bumi ini buat sekian kalinya...Allah... meski perit sungguh ujian ini buat hambaMu yg masih belum pernah mengenal erti jemu...tp aku akur akan segala laluan yg diberikan...Terima kasih Ya Allah...



Tuesday, August 25, 2009

hush little baby...

Yeah,
I know sometimes,
things may not,
always makes sense to you right now.
But hey,what'd daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier.
Stiffen up that upper lip.
What you crying about?
You got me.


but somehow..where are you?....


I know you miss your mom, And I know you miss your dad,
When I'm gone, but I'm tryin to give you the life that I never had I can see your sad,
Even when you smile, even when you laugh , I can see it in your eyes,
deep inside you wanna cry, Cause you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers No more cyrin', wipe them tears Daddy's here, no more nightmares We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it Laney uncles crazy ain't he? Yeah, but he loves you girl and you better know it We're all we got in this world When it spins when it swirls When it whirls when it twirls Two little beautiful girls Lookin puzzled in a daze, I know it's confusin' you Daddy's always on the move, mama's always on the news I try to keep you sheltered from it, but somehow it seems, The harder that I try to do that the more it back fires on me All the things growin' up, as daddy that he had to see Daddy don't want you to see, but you see just as much as he did.

We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me But things have got so bad between us I don't see us ever bein' together ever again Like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But its just somethin' we have no control over, And that's what destiny is Well no more worries rest your head and go to sleep Maybe one day we'll wake up, and this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby, Don't you cry, everything's gonna be alright Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya, Daddy's here to hold ya, through the night ...



miss u abh...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

ahlan ya ramadhan....

salam.

kembali membersihkan sawang2 di blog ini...aku hampir lupa akan kewujudan blog ini meski setiap hari hatiku memberontak untuk menulis dan menconteng sesuatu...ternyata hidupku masih dipenuhi warna kala ayat2 ini menjalar di kepala..kedatangan Ramadhan kali ini sedikit sebyk menjadi tempias kepada diriku untuk lebih menghargai diri ini dlm usaha mengetatkan skru yg mana longgar dan hampir tercabut...bersyukur ke hadratNya kerana dengan izinNya aku masih mampu bernafas untuk meneruskan kehidupan di bumi bertuah ini...sungguh ku katakan..jauh di sudut hati ini...aku rindu...rindu akan satu perasaan yg mampu menangiskan diri ini hanya di jalanMu...21tahun diberikan peluang untuk memantapkan diri ini..ternyata ada yg aku sia2kan begitu sahaja...sungguh naif hidup ini...tp yg pasti..misi untuk menjadi seorang manusia yg berjaya di dunia dan akhirat belum lagi tercapai..-MIsSiOn Not ACcomPLisheD YET-...sebelum aku merayap dgn lebih teruk...ingin aku melontarkan berjuta2 trillion terima kasih kepada semua shbt,taulan mahupun teman..tak kisahlah sape pun...yg pasti kepada mereka yg mnejayakn sambutan hari lahirku yg ke21 pada 19 Ogos lepas..terima kasih byk2...sungguh tak dapat dizahirkan secara material...tp secara batiniah..aku amat2 menghargai...terharu sgt...skin,husna,ateeq,nani,nana,cepek, aimi..terima kasih telur dan serabut2nya..terima kasih sgt2 bg kek and jam...akan ku abadikan dalam memori hidupku..ewahhh!!heee....to all my friends yg wish through sms and fb...terima kasih byk2 atas ingatan...may the strength that attached won t fade...tetibe aku blurr...terbehenti sejenak td dan sebabnye tak tahu...kembali menyuarakan sesuatu...kesakitan ini amat melampau..dan kesakitan ini amat2 sakit..jika diberi pilihan...aku ingin menjerit sambil mencungkil..mengoyak or maybe mencabut perkataan yg sesuai buat gigiku yg tengah gile sakit ini....


adios!~

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

hidup ini mcm lidah...

salam

new sem.
new life.
new time.
new things.


above all this boleh dirangkumkan mcm lidah.



ada manis.masam.pahit.kelat.pedas.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

thumbs up girls!!

salam.

dear banders,


im proud of u girls....seriously...keep the flag flying high...all da best on this coming orchest competition....break both legs...