i miss sumone...

hm...looking at the watch that never stop ticking do make myself turn terrible sometimes...every minutes and seconds do past and like for sure, it never turn back.lying for sure if I don't have problems to solve in my life right now as 'problems always occur no matter in the beginning,middle or the end of men life'..what a life..~sigh..~Im missing someone to be called a friend for life...yeah...It looks damn weird why does issue of friendship do take place in my mind right now..hm...but,to be truth,that's the fact..I'm facing the hard moment by loosing slowly someone that I care so much..yeah..it sounds stupid..none of the people in this world would try to solve the problem that Im facing as it does not suit with the issue that the world now is chatting about...huh!~im done thinking of this problems..and now Im trying to workout with the new solutions that I found..-it sounds funny-..hm...I do hope it works this time..really!really!really! hope!!!Oh Allah..I do hope some blessing in the Holy month of Ramadhan...Bless me with Your forgiveness and Allah do guide me with the bestest way that will lead me to the place that will last heavenly for eternity...In the name of Allah the Most Grecious and Most Merciful,reach us with the bountiful wisdom..and guide us to the true ways of Islam as you have manifested in the Holy Quran..Amin..

Hari yang dijanjikan....

Sebelum mata terlena
Di buaian malam gelita
Tafakurku di pembaringan
Mengenangkan nasib diri

Yang kerdil lemah yang bersalut dosa
Mampukah ku mengharungi titian sirat nanti
Membawa dosa yang menggunung tinggi
Terkapai ku mencari limpahan hidayah Mu

Agar terlerai kesangsian hati ini
Sekadar air mata tak mampu membasuhi dosa ini

Sebelum mata terlena
Dengarlah rintihan hati ini
Tuhan beratnya dosa ku
Tak daya ku pikul sendiri

Hanyalah rahmat dan kasih sayang Mu
Yang dapat meringankan hulurkan maghfirah Mu
Andainya esok bukan milik ku lagi
Dan mata pun ku tak pasti akan terbuka lagi

Sebnelum berangkat ke daerah sana
Lepaskan beban ini
Yang mencengkam jiwa dan raga ku

Selimut diri ku
Dengan sutra kasih sayang Mu
Agar lena nanti ku mimpikan
Syurga yang indah abadi

Pabila ku terjaga
Dapat lagi ku rasai
Betapa harumnya
Wangian syurga firdausi oh Ilahi

Disepertiga malam
Sujud ku menghambakan diri
Akan ku teruskan pengabdian ku pada Mu

lailatul Qadar..

"carilah lailatul Qadar pada(bilangan) ganjil
dari sepuluh hari terakhir di bulan Ramadhan."
Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari,Muslim dan lainnya.

notes of the day...

life......
no one can see the hidden scenery..
it is all has been created right through the name of Allah s.w.t...

live life with full of intensity towards Him...
live life under the Mercy Of the One...
live life under the faith of Islam...

seriously..after all..we do search and find for the Greatness of the One...
behold with all the circumstances...
at one time...we'll reach the destination of the desire
that will determine our path of the life..

never get "caught" with the "blessing" of the world...
it is all has been written without any doubt...
only those who remain with their truly faith...
will reach the bountiful wisdom and will be guided to the true ways of Islam...
bare with the One...

after all..only one destination we will be reached...
the destination of the truth...Yau mul Qiyamah...

let us pray for our journey...
as the journey is just around the corner...

let us pray for our journey...
as the journey is full of hurt and tears...

let us pray for our journey...
so the journey will be lead to the same destination...

Insyaallah...