spices of life...routes of future..

asad n nubia

2010-08-21T21:27:00.000-07:00

salam...

alhamdulillah...dah sblas hr berpuasa...asad n nubia da besar..glad to see them grow in front of me...3rd sept= balik kampung..yeah....jumpe umi n abh @nenek pd asad n nubia...haha....both of them are sleeping right now...might b becoz of 'terlbih sugar' pg td time sahur..main gile2...haih...

mid term=25,1,2,3//whoahh

Ramadhan Karim...

2010-08-10T22:43:00.000-07:00

salam...

it s been too long i did not update my blog...whooosshhh...Alhamdulillah...at last...i've been ticketed to enter the first day of Ramadhan...I hope this time of Ramadhan will bring me to be a better person...Ya Allah...do hear all my prayers in this Holy month of Ramadhan..do open my heart,eyes and minds widely in accepting the true ways of Islam and forbid me from doing any evil things...This vicegerent of U in this world is trying hard to make her life better and full of karamah..wallahualam..

Rindu ini makin menebal..

2009-09-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

salam.

Ramadhan kian menjejakkan kakinya ke penghujung...mungkinkah ini Ramadhan yg terakhir buatku?...hatiku sebak dan rintihan mula menghujani pemikiranku...mungkinkah ini dinamakan rindu pada Dia yg telah memberiku peluang bernafas di bumi ini buat sekian kalinya...Allah... meski perit sungguh ujian ini buat hambaMu yg masih belum pernah mengenal erti jemu...tp aku akur akan segala laluan yg diberikan...Terima kasih Ya Allah...

hush little baby...

2009-08-25T23:19:00.000-07:00

Yeah,
I know sometimes,
things may not,
always makes sense to you right now.
But hey,what'd daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier.
Stiffen up that upper lip.
What you crying about?
You got me.

but somehow..where are you?....

I know you miss your mom, And I know you miss your dad,
When I'm gone, but I'm tryin to give you the life that I never had I can see your sad,
Even when you smile, even when you laugh , I can see it in your eyes,
deep inside you wanna cry, Cause you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers No more cyrin', wipe them tears Daddy's here, no more nightmares We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it Laney uncles crazy ain't he? Yeah, but he loves you girl and you better know it We're all we got in this world When it spins when it swirls When it whirls when it twirls Two little beautiful girls Lookin puzzled in a daze, I know it's confusin' you Daddy's always on the move, mama's always on the news I try to keep you sheltered from it, but somehow it seems, The harder that I try to do that the more it back fires on me All the things growin' up, as daddy that he had to see Daddy don't want you to see, but you see just as much as he did.

We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me But things have got so bad between us I don't see us ever bein' together ever again Like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But its just somethin' we have no control over, And that's what destiny is Well no more worries rest your head and go to sleep Maybe one day we'll wake up, and this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby, Don't you cry, everything's gonna be alright Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya, Daddy's here to hold ya, through the night ...

miss u abh...

ahlan ya ramadhan....

2009-08-20T17:09:00.000-07:00

salam.

kembali membersihkan sawang2 di blog ini...aku hampir lupa akan kewujudan blog ini meski setiap hari hatiku memberontak untuk menulis dan menconteng sesuatu...ternyata hidupku masih dipenuhi warna kala ayat2 ini menjalar di kepala..kedatangan Ramadhan kali ini sedikit sebyk menjadi tempias kepada diriku untuk lebih menghargai diri ini dlm usaha mengetatkan skru yg mana longgar dan hampir tercabut...bersyukur ke hadratNya kerana dengan izinNya aku masih mampu bernafas untuk meneruskan kehidupan di bumi bertuah ini...sungguh ku katakan..jauh di sudut hati ini...aku rindu...rindu akan satu perasaan yg mampu menangiskan diri ini hanya di jalanMu...21tahun diberikan peluang untuk memantapkan diri ini..ternyata ada yg aku sia2kan begitu sahaja...sungguh naif hidup ini...tp yg pasti..misi untuk menjadi seorang manusia yg berjaya di dunia dan akhirat belum lagi tercapai..-MIsSiOn Not ACcomPLisheD YET-...sebelum aku merayap dgn lebih teruk...ingin aku melontarkan berjuta2 trillion terima kasih kepada semua shbt,taulan mahupun teman..tak kisahlah sape pun...yg pasti kepada mereka yg mnejayakn sambutan hari lahirku yg ke21 pada 19 Ogos lepas..terima kasih byk2...sungguh tak dapat dizahirkan secara material...tp secara batiniah..aku amat2 menghargai...terharu sgt...skin,husna,ateeq,nani,nana,cepek, aimi..terima kasih telur dan serabut2nya..terima kasih sgt2 bg kek and jam...akan ku abadikan dalam memori hidupku..ewahhh!!heee....to all my friends yg wish through sms and fb...terima kasih byk2 atas ingatan...may the strength that attached won t fade...tetibe aku blurr...terbehenti sejenak td dan sebabnye tak tahu...kembali menyuarakan sesuatu...kesakitan ini amat melampau..dan kesakitan ini amat2 sakit..jika diberi pilihan...aku ingin menjerit sambil mencungkil..mengoyak or maybe mencabut perkataan yg sesuai buat gigiku yg tengah gile sakit ini....

adios!~

hidup ini mcm lidah...

2009-07-21T03:49:00.000-07:00

salam

new sem.
new life.
new time.
new things.

above all this boleh dirangkumkan mcm lidah.

ada manis.masam.pahit.kelat.pedas.

thumbs up girls!!

2009-06-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

salam.

dear banders,

im proud of u girls....seriously...keep the flag flying high...all da best on this coming orchest competition....break both legs...

woman=without man....???

2009-06-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

salam.

what a day...dgr lecture td kuar plak menda nih...my lecturer kt word woman wujud because woman x akan wujud without man...so die jd woman..singkatan la gitu...haaa...so...ye ke??mari kita fikir...ade ye..ade x jg...huuu

power hungry??

2009-06-09T06:10:00.000-07:00

salam.

just heard bout this term just now

power hungry

pentingnya 'depan'..tak kurang juga 'belakang'

2009-06-07T23:37:00.000-07:00

salam.

hr2 berlalu dgn pantas..tak sedar yg sy sebenarnye da terkedepan dr smlm dan tak akn kembali ke belakang yakni hr sebelumnya...bila menulis bait2 dan frasa2 dlm blig ini juga sy sebenernya menulis ke hadapan dan bkn memadamnya..itu dr segi masa..dr segi perlakuan pula...sy akan ke depan dan kdg2 ke belakang...bila sy tulis tanpa sebarang cela,sy akan terus menulis tanpa ada keinginan untuk ke belakang=memadam...haaa!br tadi sy kebelakang dgn memadam akibat dr satu cela...silap eja..huu...tp x salah bkn untuk ke belakang atau melihat belakang sekali sekala??ya...xsalah percayalah....cuba anda fikir...kalau kereta yg dipandu x dilengkapi side mirror dan back mirror...hm..susahkan...tp tatau la kalu ade yg kt senang...hehe..cuba dlu br tau...kalau pth side mirror,msti cepat2 g klinik keta...kan?hm...risau takot xleh tgk blkg...pentingya untuk tgk belakang...TP...pentingya tgk belakang x sepenting untuk tgk depan...depan lg penting...cermin2 terbabit dibekalkan untuk memberi ruang pada pemandu untuk SEKALI SEKALA tgk belakang..kalau asyik nk tgk belakang,nahas la jawab die...haa..ni la point yg best...same goes to our life...kita boleh tgk balik sejarah o kenangan o apa2 je la..tp sekali sekala shj...kalu tgk selalu mcm mana dgn masa depan kita??kalau asyik terkenang benda yg lepas mcm mana nk teruskan kehidupan,,,tp jgn sampai lupa segala sejarah dan kenangan yg pernah dilalui kerna di situlah segala-galanya bermula untuk menjdkan kita lebih matang untuk menghuni di bumi ciptaan Allah ini dr hari ke hari.

wassalam

umi-Q&A session-

2009-06-07T02:02:00.000-07:00

salam.

8thn-1996
umi :nk jd ape bile besar?
bear:nk jd peguam
umi : betul nk jd peguam?
bear:ye

9thn-1997
umi :nk jd ape bile besar?
bear:nk jd peguam
umi :betul nih?
bear:betul

12thn-2000
umi :ank umi masih nk jd peguam?
bear:ye
umi :kenapa nk jd peguam?
bear:peguam smart
umi :ok.teruskan usaha

14thn-2002
umi :nnt nk keja ape?
bear:tatau lg
umi :jgn mcm tuh.da kena fikir ms depan.jgn main2
bear:ok

15thn-2003
umi :dah ada perancangan masa depan?
bear:tgh fikir lagi
umi :np tgh fikir?takde matlamat ke?
bear:ada.cuma ragu2
umi :fikiran cmnih umi sgt tak suka.cuba tetap pendirian sikit
bear:ok.

16thn-2004
umi :knp main2 sgt nih?ape dah jd?igt f4 thn leh main2?
bear:ok.x main dah.
umi :igt.dunia sekarang susah.perlu jd 'luar biasa' bkn org biasa
bear:baiklah.next yer improve

17thn-2005
umi :mcm mana sekarang,dah decide masa depan?nih da kemuncak sebelum berdiri atas
kaki sendiri.pilih mana terbaik untuk masa depan.jgn melatah.
bear:ok.insyallah
umi :ingat,kdg2 peluang hanya dtg sekali.pilih jln yg terbaik.jgn tersungkur lagi.
mungkin kali ni kalau jatuh takda sape mampu tolong.

Ireland:of legend and lore

2009-06-06T22:45:00.000-07:00

salam.

to all tkc rhytms squad...i miss u guys so much...keep the flag flying high

jaja
erny
puds
heq
temoh
nanad
aterq
po
rosm
kelock
iyien
shabell
k.temoh
ecah kemeck
naddy
izni
nina

one band,one sound,one heart...

sincerely,

bear0105

lingkaran karak

2009-06-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

salam.

blurr..

12.30pm
depan:skin
sign board=petronas lingkaran karak.
advertising space for rent,ambient media
kereta WP* 7***

kanan:sign board=mc donald's drive-thru,open 24 hours

kiri :meja cream
kerusi hitam

belakang:cermin.
burger king sticker=BK desserts.it's hershey's-licious

12.35pm

depan :skin ngah mkn butterscotch.

12.36pm

depan : skin mencelup butterscotch ke dalam coffee yg dibeli pd pukul 12.29pm

kereta td sudah tiada.

--------------------cepatnye masa berlalu dan pergerakn berubh-----------------------

1,2,3,4...

2009-06-04T02:18:00.000-07:00

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

-plain white t's-

the rhythms of the song are so cool...love this song...CREDIT!!

now is the best time to start investing in Malaysia

2009-06-04T00:43:00.000-07:00

salam.

is it a great time to start investing ur money in malaysia??i think the answer is YES!!
now is the best time for u guys to grab opportunities to start investing ur assests in malaysia..this is due to the slow economic growth in malaysian nowadays...we all hafta agree that this phenomenon is actually benefits to both side-malaysia and other countries as well-...for all foreign investor,perfect time after all are yet holding great returns in future instead...hm...facing slow economic growth are not a disadvantage for us as we can see...the investor are courage to start their business here due to the low cost labor and also the cost for starting a new business are low as well...perfect timing in doing global sourcing!!....huhu...great time but not for me...looking forward to build a great empire one great day..hhuuhu....

bila babi naik angin...

2009-06-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

jgn diambil mudah penangan babi terhadap manusia...
campuran selsemanya mampu menamatkan riwayat manusia...
pergh...apa lagi...hapuskan kandang2 babi di malaysia ini yg mula tumbuh bagaikan cendawan...

cendawan??huuu...mcm2..pepatah...

pertembungan ini wajar diambil perhatian...

2009-05-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

salam..

sekali lagi perlu membersihkan sawang2 yg mula beranak pinak di dalam blog ini...
percaturan siapa yg berkuasa sudah terjawab..tp manusia tak pernah puas hati apabila sesuatu keputusan itu tidak berpihak kepadanya...lumrah dan adat...tp..perlu diingat...pabila ia menguasai diri...ia akan menjadi satu 'trademark' kepada diri..yakni akan terpacul sebuah gaya atau personaliti yg secara zahirnya tidak dipandang masyarakat sekitar tetapi mula menjadi 'borak2' orang ramai...huhu..ayatku mula pelek dan jelek...tp itu yg berlegar2 dlm mindaku...perlu atau tidak aku tulis ternyata aku sudah memilih untuk menulis dlm ruangan ini...kepada yg layak memimpin...teruskan perjuangan...kepada yg tidak berjaya...teruskan juga perjuangan anda tetapi kali ini anda perlu berfikir berbaloikah perjuangan anda sekiranya intipati perjuangan anda itu sebenarnya penuh dgn keraguan??

fikir.

selamat berjuang.

post ini hanya akan difahami oleh sesiapa yg mengambil tahu perkembangan politik negara.yg tak tau akan tak faham.percayalah.tp boleh jg untuk buat2 phm.hee

knp kita murahkan orang tersayang???

2009-05-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

salam.

lama tak berkumandang.
kembali ingin menyuarakn sesuatu...hee...knp bila kita guna handphone..kita akan masukkn org tersyg dlm 8 number termurah la...6 number la...mcm2 lg...hehe...agak bengong untuk disuarakan..tp mcm betul la...bila kita beli hadiah kt org yg kita syg..kita sanggup hbskn ratus2 camtuh...kekdg sampai ribuan ringgit...tp...bila time msg or kol kita lebih nk murahkan die...hehe...sbb nk selalu contact eh??tp...kalau da syg tu...lg mahal la kita sanggup...hahaha....aku da bingung...tp...tu la...reality...bab prepaid nih mmg terbalik..postpaid pun...yg murah tuh la untuk yg tersayang bkn yg mhl...yg mahal plak untuk org yg jauh2 sekali sekala contact...after all...die jatuh kt midpoint yg same...graph between penggunaan prepaid o postpaid for org yg tersenarai dlm 8 or 10..11...12 terbaik dgn yg tak selalu contact adalah lebih kurang...hee....

one paper to go!!

2009-04-14T20:40:00.000-07:00

salam.

what a gap???arghhh....one paper to go...im criusly exhausted with my situation...one paper to go...then im done for this semester...cant hardly wait to go back..but for what...huh...no one.no one.no one.huhu...

i just need this kind of person in my life!!

2009-04-07T00:54:00.000-07:00

hulloh~

in da midst of exam mood right now...
huhu...just drop by to say a few words...

i just need a person that can be trusted..
for those who have a tendency to be a betrayer u can get Out FROM MY Life!!!
criusly ur access is denied...please try later...
im not in the mood of playing any games right now...maybe later i ll try to give a hint..huh...criusly the feeling is bad...and for those whom i trust..dun u ever dare to take it simple by saying good things in front of me but talking bad behind me...i dun give a damn if u r person that born to be bad...feel free to contact me by saying it...u r totally out from my life...im done of being a person that can be stepped here and there...do marked my words!!

manusia dan kepala otaknya...

2009-03-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

aku kembali...=)

moga segala torehan dan luka2 yg lama kembali terjahit dan sembuh seperti sediakala...huhu...mcm biasa tak semua yg kita nampak secara zahirnya adalah yg terbaik untuk kita kitabkn...mcm kita belajar jg...tak semua yg kita baca adalah benar belaka...kadang2 ianya mempunyai seribu satu menda yg perlu dihuraikan dgn penuh keringat oleh kepala otak ini...bahagia je kalu ape yg kita nampak,itulah dia...xperlu dianalisis dan diberi perhatian terpeinci...cukup sekadar apa yg ada..tp kalau itu shj yg menjengah ke minda..masakan minda ini berupaya mengurai yg terbaik untuk memberi lampu2 kejayaan dlm hidup..?bkn begitu...kata2 ini agak sewel untuk didengar tp cuba beri sedikit ruang kepada hidup kita semua untuk teliti sedikit sbyk apa yg ku katakan ini...tak byk..sikit pun jdla...mmg aku mengalami masalah untuk mengikut rentak seorang lecturer aku ni..makin lama aku belajar dgn dia..makin aku tak phm apa yg dia cuba berikan atau salurkan...mungkin aku sebenarnya phm tp buat2 tak phm...ataupun aku semmgnya tak phm dan xnak amek inisiatif untuk phm...hm...soalan2 yg diutarakan cukup belit umpama kalau kita ada tali tu..kita ikat kat pokok ke...ikatan yg kita buat tu sampai takleh nk bukak...simpulannya mashaallah,,amat rumit...tp penyelesaian sgt senang...amek gunting...potong...dah terbuka...puas aku pikir mcm tuh ke cara yg sebenarnya...kenapa tak ikat elok2 untuk senang dibuka...mungkin sekarang aku phm..kalu ikat elok2...senang nk buka...jd apa yg thrill sgt hidup ni..kalau ikat kuat2...susah2..pening2...br thrill nk bukak...last2 sekali takda jln sgt gunting ja...mungkin tulah salah satu kegunaan gunting...kalau tidak apa gunanya ia diciptakan...hm...mungkin post ini agak jelek untuk dibaca...tp ianya sekadar luahan untuk blog ini,,dah namapun blog....apa yg tergerak tulis...=)...moga post merepek ini sedikit sebyk dpt memberi sesuatu kepada kita semua...

tak semua yg kita kecapi hari ini akan berkekalan selamanya...dan tak semua yg kita harapkan akan menjadi kenyataan...itulah pentingnya pengalaman dan pengetahuan untuk meneruskan hidup ini....mcm mana teruk pun kita pernah gagal dlm kehidupan ini baik dari segi apapun...tp semua itu bknlah kegagalan jika diteliti dgn penuh mendlm...itu sebenarnya satu langkah kejayaan dlm hidup kita...tp apapun..jgn tunduk bila kita jatuh...terus bgn dan berjalan...sakit mcm manapun...bgn jg!!...kerna semua luka dan bisa itu mampu sembuh dgn sendirinya dan yg pasti di pengakhiran akan bertemu sebuah senyuman...insyaallah...

i need time...

2009-03-23T01:39:00.000-07:00

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper...

-sigh~

datang dan pergi...

2009-03-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

salam.

da lame tak update blog...bersawang dah...hm...just nk coretkan sdkt sbyk ape yg dpt dlihat dlm kehidpn yg telah sdkt sebyk mendewasakn diri ini...xsemua yg kita pernah rs dulu akan bersama dgn kita selama2nya...semua itu adalah pasti...yg dtg akan pergi..yg pergi payah nk kembali dan kadang2 x akan kembali..percyalah..itu semua lumrah..jika dulu kita saling memerlukan...tp sekarang kita saling meminggirkan... tp itulah die pengalaman yg byk megajar erti sebenar hidup ini...-serius-..bg sesiapa yg belum pernah terjah ke lembah hidup yg penuh dgn pengahayatan ni....berhati2...mara bahaya!!hehe...tak slh nk cube ..cuma berwaspada kerana bila kita hilang yg di depan mata kita mula bermain dgn persaan yg pasti kusut lg seksa...tp dun wory...menda ni wat kita tbh and lebih menyayangi cuma kadang2 kita xdpt nk nyatakn secara lahiriah lg seperti dulu..cuma sekadar di dalam doa...=)...kepada shbt2 yg pernah hadir dlm diri ini...terima kasih kerana mewarnai hidupku...yg pernah kalerkan hidup ku mcm2...ak amat berterima kasih..baik yg dicurahkan hitam atau kelabu atau ape2 la...tp tetap yg pasti hitam itu hanya sedikit curahn berbanding kaler lain yg lg byk yakni kebhgiaan...betapa aku menghargai kehadiran kalian meski pd zahirnya npk mcm slumber dog...wee..k la...

wassalam

i'm still waiting...

2009-03-09T05:11:00.000-07:00

salam~

lama nye..tgu lagi...adeyh...tgu lagi...tgu lagi...

ngeh2!~

is it true.....

2009-03-06T03:12:00.000-08:00

"Of all the earthly music, that which reaches farthest into heaven is the beating of a truly loving heart."

~Henry Ward Beecher~
(June 24, 1813 – March 8, 1887)

3 dots.missing.

2009-03-05T07:03:00.000-08:00

salam~

my

3

dots

missing

...

p/s: hepi hols...nk blek gak..ngee~

aku

2009-02-12T22:56:00.001-08:00

salam..

hr ni semuanya masih lg sama..hehe..belum ada apa2 perubhn dr segi -tumbuhnye merah2 bintik2-..chicken pox..huu...rumate aku kena hrtuh...3 hr lepas...die da blk...hm...agak risau kt cni...sbb aku lum penah kena..tp..xpe...kalu kena terima je la...kalu tak..ok..len kali kena la..hehe...suasana kt cni mcm ada agak kurang lately..tatau nape...tp betul..mcm ada yg x kena...heee....ntahla...hm....pe khabar agaknya kura2 di rumah..lama da x blek....rindu...haha...gile!~..few more days-mid term-...huu..linear algebra.algebra.islam n science.ungs.analytic geo...huuu..fenin!!haha....

gtg..daa

abah...

2009-02-06T22:11:00.000-08:00

salam.

2-3 hr nih jiwaku agak kusut..tp aku sedar x semua yg kita rancang akan berjalan seperti yg dirangkan...sungguh...hatiku masih kusut meski sudah beberapa bulan berjauhan..tak lama lagi genap setahun aku berjauhan dgn abahku..jika hr ini aku dgr semua org mampu berbicara mengenai ayah mereka tp aku hanya mampu mendengar..tiada lagi gelak tawa..senda gurau mahupun kemarahn yg diucapkan dr insan bergelar abh...aku sedar aku hanya menumpang tp kasih syg yg diberikan hanya Allah yg tahu betapa besar ertinya kepadaku...aku rindu...aku rindu...payah untuk aku tafsirkan apa yang sedang bermain di kepalaku..aku redha cuma hatiku kali ini agak terusik mengenangkan abh yg sudah lama tidak ku temui..cuma agak perit untuk aku hadapi bila mendengar suaranya yg tidak seceria dulu...sungguh Allah Maha Kuasa...Dia yang menentukan segala-galanya...aku cuba berdiri tanpa abh...aku rasa aku mula mampu berdiri...tp aku sedar langkahku tempang...abh...aku sedar diri ini hanya menumpang...tp jujur ku nyatakan jasamu dan kasih sygmu tidak pernah menunjukkan yg kita sebenrnya berbeza...terima kasih atas segala kasih syg dan pengorbananmu abh..aku bersyukur dikurniakan seorang abh yg amat memahami diri ini...abh ..maafkan segala salah silap anakmu sepanjang kita berada di bwh bumbung yg sama...abh..ketahulai olehmu bhw anakmu ini tidak pernah melupakanmu walaupun seketika...terima kasih atas segala-galanya...

anakmu

my dear...

2009-01-29T06:21:00.000-08:00

I will be there.......

If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you

If one day you want to run away...
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you

If one day you don't want to listen
to anyone...
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.

But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.

wassalam

selamat tinggal ashrap n bunga

2009-01-29T05:54:00.000-08:00

salam....

long silence~!
pheww...just came back from the skool hols..
heeeee......

ashrap n bunga...akhirnya my beloved ayam da gone...tp xpe ..konfem diorang masuk syurga...=)....diorang kne sembelih pada pagi hr isnin bersamaan 26 januari 2009...hehe...

p/s:eyp....jhnm Israel!..xleh bli ayam kat tesco da...-->xdeny murah,,hehe..
so...bela la ayam sendiri...pastuh sembelih mkn...weee...kena tgu 3 bln la br
dpt rasa 2 ekor aym...hehe...tp criusly kesian la plak nk mkn...ntahla...
lu pkey la sendiri...huee...

to whom it mayb

2009-01-11T08:23:00.000-08:00

salam.

byk menda yg nk cuba disampaikan..hm...mayb phrase nih sesuai nk gbrkan...
'kalu ada menda x puas hati ckp..face to face..jgn simpan.'..'kalu x ske xkp x ske..jgn bila kt dpn wat xda pape tp bile blakang wat org mcm2..wat mke...wat sume menda..'tp itulah lumrah manusia..xleh nk berhdpn dengan masalah sebenar..tak berani nk mengiakan perkara yg dlm otak tp ikut hati..konon dgn hati semua jd...criusly tak phm...to whom it mayb-..ak betul2 x phm dgn ko and aku rasa ko nih betul2 pelek and jelek untuk dikawan..terima kasih atas kepelekan itu yg membawa seribu satu persoalan -ko ni biar betul?-ko nih bgs ke untuk die?-ko ni crius ke dgn die?-tp ingat...papehal yg terjd selepas ini yg melibatkan die...ak x kn lepaskn ko...jgn ingat ko da terlalu bgs dgn cara hidup ko yg lagaknya disukai ramai..tapi sebenarnya penuh dgn anasir2 yg x dpt diterima dek akal...ak pening dgn ko...ya Allah..sungguh..ak pening...ak x phm ape yg ada dlm pemikiran ko...sepanjang aku kenal ko...ak rasa ko nih cembeng...x reti nk berdiri atas kaki sendiri..itu yg mampu ak cakap.mmg post nih pun agak pelik and beremosi...cuma hanya sekadar luahan rasa hati yg pyh nk difahami..

athin miss me...

2009-01-11T07:57:00.000-08:00

salam...
athin tdo x pakai kipas..
nk tau knp?
die rindu ak buka kipas for die..
oooo...
ak br tau....

thx athin sbb miss aku...
hehehehheheheheh...

3 hr yg pening..

2009-01-03T09:08:00.001-08:00

salam..
ku kembali,,3 post terdahulu gone!!aduh...xleh nk ckp ape...strictly understand -technology-

hujan
pnat
letih
selsema
sakit kpale

sok pg2....7.15...7.30...

heli...race car...boat...

owh..not to forget..iggy-my iguana- dpt kwn baru...yeah...sonoknye=)

to:
all my frens

thx 4 everything....salam thn baru..

manusia dan hatinya

2008-12-25T00:08:00.000-08:00

salam...
what a long silence...hm..just came back from certain particular parts of the earth..a place that taught me something new..syukur to Allah s.w.t who still didnt separate my body from my soul and the chance of breathing the air that You've created..alhamdulillah..umi,abh,ayah,mak,uncle...abg2,kakak2,adik2 of mine..makcik2 pakcik2...thanks a lot for always being by myside..sorry for all my wrongdoings...seriously..im glad to have all of you in my life...thanks to Allah s.w.t who created the path that create the bond between us...my dear friends...i wanna thanks for all the best or the bad parts that u guys had taught me till i can walk smoothly on this earth...subhanallah...May this coming days,weeks,months and years do boost the spirit up in the best manner..Insyaallah...

wassalam

wombat...

2008-12-07T04:03:00.000-08:00

salam...
sampai kelantan around 4.35pm td ..
huu...from seberang jaya,png 214km..
hehe...myk around rm25...huu..terasa jimat..
hope okeh sume...
hhehee...warghh..pnat..tp thrill gak jln lalu gerik nih...
test mata tol...byk lubang..huu...

Wombat!!

2008-12-06T17:26:00.000-08:00

salam...
smlm my fes date ngan wombat...warghh...
syioknye..hehe...
to wombat: i'll take greatest care of u..dun wory...sape dare to kiss wombat,,i'll giv a #@!~ dunk!!he...

red yellow black...beWArE!!

2008-12-06T15:53:00.000-08:00

ya salam..

Red touch yellow, kill a fellow
Red touch black, venom lack. ..

i'm back to give a lil information about the snakes which are look similar but not!!
here goes the first one...northern scarlet snake...this snake is Non-venomous snake.it has a color pattern in which the red bands touch the black bands, but the red bands do not touch the yellow bands.this type also does include the scarlet kingsnakes .they has a SAME colour but the bands make them different.For the scarlet kingsnakes..the band goes around the belly but for the scarlet snake..i does'nt..as i've said above just now...red touch bllack,venom lack..so,these snakes are not that poisonious compared to the Coral Snake..,,
guys..do watch out if u suddenly found one..Stay AWAy!!-->generous advice..hehe...this snake is really2 piosionous that it might kill a fellow!huu...the great thing i want to share is...this poisonious snake do have a same colour with the scarlet and scarlet kingsnake but it just have a lil differences on how the colour binds the snakes...huuu..
Coral Snakes have a pattern in which every other band is yellow. Hence yellow touches both black and red, but black and red never touch.
The bands of a Coral Snake run all the way around the body. But since the Coral Snake can be identified by the pattern, happily there is no need to pick it up to check its belly,,,hehe...eyp...let me introduced u guys with a few pic..heee..=)

-spectacle-

2008-12-04T21:35:00.001-08:00

salam..
i can't hold on any longer..
hu...the force of the stress is really hard in order to push me back into the right position...can't lay back to low..huh...how am i going to discribe my feeling right now...beyond the actual capasity...yea...trying to figure out the best way to forgive-forget and walk away from the past..huh...to someone that text me last nite..im personally sorry if i've done something bad-scratch-scribe-ur heart...again it falls under certain circumstances that is strictly hard to explain...huh...i do hope my moves in the next chapter of my life,won't include those who r not ready to be on the list...im personally sorry to whom it may be..-spectacle-

kapla pusing..

2008-12-04T01:38:00.000-08:00

ya salam~!
nape la roda hidup ak cpt sgt pusing..
hehe...smlm kt bwh...pastuh smlm gak nek atas...
pastuh hr nih kt atas lgk...esok hope x bwh ngn cepat..kalu x lemas!!
hm...dahsyat pengalaman nih...criusly dahsat!!
hehe...owh yea...mungkin jodohku sdh ditakdirkn dgn hitam merah...
hehe...alhamdulillah..
esok hr pertama hidup ak ngan hitam merah..
hope sume ok...hhehee...=)

guys...watch out ur 'shoes'!!

2008-12-01T03:08:00.000-08:00

Funny Stuff & Myspace layouts

the bond~!

2008-11-30T19:29:00.000-08:00

kapal kapal hidup..=)

2008-11-30T02:53:00.000-08:00

sunyi..mereka da pulang..

2008-11-30T02:37:00.000-08:00

salam..
besh..tp diorang br balek..adeyh...buhsan lak lyf tetb..hm...ade diorang mmg pnt..wrestling,tendang,terajang huaaa...gile...tp syiok gak..yg xleh blah bajet bgs plak...dah kne truk2..tp leh plak bgn..jln wat bodow je..tp da lame sket br nanges bagai nk gile...haha..bdak2...ngeee...sonok2..kezen2 akhir nih yg dtg umah...yg plng kecik dlm family side umi...sorang 7 thn ngan 9 thn...heh...beknye ckp kelate...haha..tp mke penang haa...hehe..rafiq..hu...rindu la plak ak kt dak tuh..asyik men nek blakang..haha...lame x jmpe...last jmpe tym baby...hm...nih da besha...aish...ni la yg dinamakan keluarga kan...xkn putus..ngee~!haha..bear da start---ding dong!!...

meriahnye suasana desa..

2008-11-27T07:35:00.000-08:00

ya salam...
ade kenduri arwah kt kampung ngan ade tahlil..beza sungguh kehidupan kampung ngan bandar..meriah die lain..jarang nk jumpe..especially sume mcm bersatu yg sungguh xterkata keakraban die..sembang pun sempoi je..xde nk bergaya mana...len sket ngan bandar nih..kalu kenduri kendara xdenye org dtg kumpul ramai2 nk hulur2 tgn...hehe...mostly dtg mkn pastuh blah...cm trend plak...tbh2 bile fud cater org...am i ryt??forgiv me if im gvng u guys a fake statement..wink!!~hm...bile sume pun order...perasaan muhibbah hilang..haha...trust me..
ewah--->ayat x leh blah...hehehe...tp tu la...kalu kt kl tuh...for those yg berada sket..kenduri nih tym nk melaram...ngeee....btol!!hehe....np ngan bear nih??hehe...weng2 lol...tp tuhla..xrase sgt..bile balek kampung...kumpul ramai2...tdo bergelimpangan...woah...mmg kusut otak...tp bes ape..mkn ulam..sambal..ikan kering...xdenye spegeti,rona roni makaroni...xdenye...mee kuah ade~!..hehe....tuh yg sdap tuh...hehehe...bkn sket kalu blk kampung tuh....aish...gile ramai tungkus lumus..hehe...bear nye sedare kt kampung dilitupi ngan kaum kerabat yg agak ramai...even bkn sedara rapat..tp..mesra tu ade..tp tuh la...bile atuk sume da xde...pendek cite..golongan tua sume da xde...da payah nk rasa meriah cm dulu...hm...tp ape2 pun...still best la kampung..hehe...dlu igt lgk kenangan xleh lupe ngan abh...ade masuk bendang cari ikan semilai@ ikan laga...pastuh bela...hehe...pastuh ade gak g crk ngan abh kt pokok mane ntah..ade sarang burung...and bela anak burung merbah tuh...serba sedikit kenangan dgn abh tym kt kampung...abh..dekat di hati..

rona roni kehidupan..

2008-11-26T01:57:00.000-08:00

hitam merah....

2008-11-26T00:35:00.000-08:00

samar..gambaran jiwaku skrg..samar..

ya salam...hitam merah..
ngaa~!
reality ke fanstasy??
wallahualam...
ak hanya mampu berdoa sume urusan lancar...
syukur atas segala nikmat yg diberikan..
alahai...penat gak cutiey nih..jarang dpt nk duduk tenang..
hehe...tp tu la yg mewarnai hidup ini..
bile kite usaha..and dpt tgk hasil..lg best..hehe
ape pun yg terjadi selepas ini ..
ak kena teruskan berjalan..
one step at a tym..
there's no need to rush...hehe..relax..yeah..~!

iggy...

2008-11-17T18:35:00.000-08:00

salam..tgh buhsan nih...so,wat le new post lg...hehe...iggy da sethn da..hehe...'da besha da die nih'...huhu...x sbr nk tgu die besha lgk...hehe....nnt leh bwk die jenjln..ngaa~iggy makin lame makin hensem...hehehe....slalu duk atas bahu n perut gue...agaga...makan kangkung uia nih makin sehat npk die...sedap eh iggy?hehehe...duk umah asyik nk kuar ja...bwk kuar br diam...kalu x...meronta2...nk tdo pun bising dgr die duk cakar2 sangkar...ngee...hm...syg iggy sgt...=)

ayam2 ku..=)

2008-11-17T18:04:00.000-08:00

ya salam..~

at last..broadband ni bg ak chance..lol~huhu...buhsan tp ni lah ketenangan yg dicari...percayalah..hehe...a few weeks to go..gotta cherish evry single moment kt cni..yealah...next holidays lom tentu going to be da same..hehe...eyp guys..just a simple thot to be shared with...bear bela aym kampung cuti nih..agagga...best gak...da lame x bela ayam..last tym stndrd 5..tu pun ayam serama..dis tym aym kampung...hehe..umi ckp elok la..nnt bile da dekat nk habis cuti..leh kite sembelih wat kenduri...cet..byk lol..!~huhu...skrg nih...sume kucing xde..tgl micky je..huhu...sian yg len da kt market...kne buang..isk2!x larat nk jg da kot...sian umi...tp xpela..hope diorang dpt mkn cukup kt market tuh...uit...lupe nk btau...nama ayam2ku jantan tuh ashrapyg betina bunga...aggagaa...layan ~!!hehehe...

the numbers in my life is running

2008-11-10T03:41:00.001-08:00

Custom Countdowns & MySpace Layouts

bata merah batu konkrit~

2008-11-09T04:38:00.000-08:00

salam~
batu merah bata konkrit-keras-
hayun tukul besi tempek paku di dinding.hayun yg tegar..tepat.tp lembut.
jgn longlai penuh dgn kelembutan.hancur lebur!kembali dgn carutan penuh emosi dan gangguan.
asap kepulan penuhi ruang lingkup bilik bak kemenyan halau nyamuk.kus!habis nyamuk mati .tp bangkit seolah tiada apa2 perlu dibicara.kembali bingung diletakkn air di tekak sblm terus telan masuk perut dan diam....lega!air x berwarna.xda rasa tp sedap.itu namanya anugerah dr Allah.teruskan dgn jalanan di pinggiran kolam.mata hijau pandang kangkung iggy.lapar sdah dinyatakn dr carutan ragasan panjatan jaring2 kehidupannya.aduh!ak bingung.diletakkn ia penuh lembut dipandangnya penuh kaget dan maju telah tumbuhan yg dikutip.dia kenyang.ku tidak.teruskan kehidupan dgn kecanggihan teknologi hantaran mesej.xperlu berjln.diambil dgn penuh keayuan oleh dua pari2 makanan ditelan dgn lahap.hbs.kosong.kenyang.kembali duduk dpn teknologi ciptaan lipatan dua sambungan tertera blog ini utk dititipkan ke dlm benak.

aku kembali bingung
wassalam~

dakwat basah cair..ceroi..??

2008-11-06T10:57:00.000-08:00

ya salam..ku kembali setelah menghilang beberapa hr..
dakwat semmgnye hitam tp bile diberi sedikit carutan dan coretan...
pudar!kosong...basah dan kotor...hm..
coretan dan carutan bina dalamn supaya tidak ceroi dgn keadaan..
ceroi tidak tulen..dan dimamah ketidak pastian...
pastinye post kali ini amat jengkel dan pelik untuk dikira dan difahami..
kerna dtgnye dari ht yg serabai dan terikat dgn getah dan susah nk buka..
phmkn tempat ini dan huraikn dgn penuh saksama...

wassalam

athin vesparados~

2008-11-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

salam...~
in da midst of final exam ryt now...2 papers to go...huhu...yeah...holiday is juz around da corner..hm..cant wait to go home..=)...home-where all da probs gone and new probs do occur-hehehe....huhu...eyp..i do have a few topic to share with...yeah..."politic in luv"...does all the things in this life must be manipulated by political elements that sumhow do brings corruption?hm...im not trying to say dat politic is critically sucks but in certain cases it do shows..=/..hm..guys...for those out there who are particularly playing with the rhythm of the their heart right now,do take it in a legal way..what im trying to figure out is...-do not put any blame to those who r not deserve-..hm...athin dear...problems always occur...but the best way is stand up still and never try to get rid from it...i do believe in fate although sumtyms we can twist da fate...yeah...open relationship sumtyms better rather than closed...-Peace-..hm...athin...cheer up..u r not da one in da bucket that full of shit right now...remeber!u r not da one who hafta apologize..he is da one who hafta carry all da blame...as i said few days a go...-the one who started da game will take the risk either win or die-...dont bother the past...but knowledge the past..bother the future...as the future will lead u to the destiny of the real life...im not dat gud to give words dat might blast ur spirit up...but i do hope my words do pass by certain line dat might crash our mind on the relationship stuff...hm...guys...it s hard to take care of people heart as it is not created to be the same..but..as long as we live..we'll learn to take fragile care of our own heart and others...and for that...do not stop to take care about others and not to forget ourself...dont go beyond the line as the luv for Him is da greatest pleasure to be with...
Allah always by our side...a thought to whom it mayb....im not dat gud..but im trying..=)....wassalam....

p/s= the name in dis post is legally approved..=)

aku tempang bila----

2008-10-25T06:11:00.000-07:00

salam~

hidup ni sukar diramal..sukar dijalani..

argghhh...ak letih...ak tempang...

tempang dalam segala keraguan...

sedar dlm kengiluan yg amat....pedih...

hm...

pagi yg gelap...kini sdah terang..

ak bangkit dgn pnuh longlai memnuhi tuntutan yg Maha Kuasa...

merafak keampunan di atas segala dosa dan kesilapan..

ak letih dgn cubaan..tp cubaan yg mematangkn diri ini...

sungguh...berat untuk dilafazkan..

tempang hidup ini bila kesakitan terlalu membataskn perjlanan...

dengusan suara letih berkumandang di setiap pelusuk jiwa halus..

dengusan penyesalan di atas kelalaian ...

ak tempang tanpa Dia...

[aku bingung teman}{][

2008-10-23T05:34:00.000-07:00

salam~
buat teman yg disayangi...hilang mu sukar dicari ganti..
sebak dada ini mengenangkn keakraban bersamamu..
pilu hati ini bila terdgr khbr yg engkau pergi jauh dr diri ini...
ku cuba memujuk ht ini...
ku cuba mengatakan itu hanya sebuah sketsa percintaan...
pedih hanya Allah yg tahu..
mungkin ak tiada lg tempt di hatimu..
mungkin ak hanya tempat persinggahan dlm diari hidupmu..
tp ketahuilah kamu..
betapa aku menghargai pershbtn yg engkau berikan kepadaku..
maafkan aku seandainya tidak dpt memenuhi hajatmu..
maafkan aku seandainya diri ini penuh selut dan kotor untuk berdiri
di sampingmu...
maafkan aku seandainya diri ini pernah menyakiti hatimu wahai teman..

kerdil ku rasakan jiwa ini pabila memikirkan kebesaran Tuhan yg mengurniakannya..
wahai teman...pergilah sejauh mana langkahmu ingin menghayun..
tapi...jgn sekali2 engkau menangis tatkala jatuhmu tiada sesiapa di sisi...
kerna diri ini sentiasa di belakangmu untuk memenuhi erti sebuah pershbtn..
jgn sesekali engkau gusar memikirkan tiada tempat untuk mengadu..
kerna diri ini masih terbuka untuk menerima kehadiranmu..

Ya Allah...
Ya Allah...
Ya Allah...

Betapa besar erti sebuah pershbtn yg telah Kau kurniakn dlm diriku ini..
sehingga tak sanggup untuk ak mengenepikannya...
Sesungguhnya...Hanya Engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui akan sesuatu yg terjadi...

Wassalam...

hari kambing..=)

2008-10-20T08:23:00.000-07:00

salam~guys..penat gile hr nih..criusly tired..tp xde pape yg lbey sonok if kite satisfied..hehe...lteh cmne skalipun xpe...td g kemaman,terengganu..nek keta athirah...actually sume nih cm last minute plan gak..thnx sgt kt ruby sbb memahami..hehe...btol2 tingin nk g tgk kambing n memiliki satu...ruby bg suggestion g ikut skali ngan chinut gegaye diorng committee catering for cts-open house- masak kt umah ruby..so,bear amek kesemptn ikut skali...thnx sgt2 kt ruby..bertmbh semangt untuk memiliki sendiri sebuah ladng kambing..hehe...breed yg ade skang nih jamnapari and boer..td abg man-abg kpd ruby- bwk g ladang pak cik yg dah berjy ternk lbey 200 ekor kambing..mmg bersih and terurus...sgt bes...leh tgk baka yg bek2..hm...bear hope kambing bear dpt biak ngan bnyk dgn cepat dlm jngke 4 thn from skrng..buat mase skrg abg man sarankan amek betina...sbb dlm bln 12 or 1 nih die da start nk bunting...so,mintk2 jdk...Insyaallah...eyp..lots of thnx to ruby..lina..ayap..thirah..chinot..farah..enny.. yg snggp "turun padang" gak kt ladang kambeng sume..even ade yg takot and x thn bau busuk..hehe...'name pun kambeng'...hehehe...guys..i really2 appreciate it..ye la...menda nih bkn sume org nk g..busuk beb..tp menda cm nih x leh halang..ckp le ape pun..ak nk terjun jg..hehe..=)..wassalam..

p/s :few pictures to be shared wid u guys..

Seperti yg kujangka terjadi...

2008-10-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

Sekali lagi ku lalui jalan sepi
Yang cukup diri ini kenali
Ku sangka dia yang ku cari
Telah ku jumpa
Namun dia yang menghancurkan jiwa

Cukuplah sudah hatiku dipanah duka
Cukuplah sudah segala sengsara
Dan aku tak mahu lagi dibelenggu rindu
Kerana ia akhirnya membunuhku

Seperti yang ku jangka terjadi
Tewas sekali lagi
Menambahkan luka ynag sudah ada
Seperti yang ku jangka terjadi
Cinta datang dan pergi
Mungkin takdir ku hidup menyendiri

Harapan terakhir ku rupanya sama saja
Dengan yang terdahulu darinya
Biarkan aku hidup tanpa belaian cinta
Biar semua tahu ku kecewa

Seperti yang ku jangka terjadi
Tewas sekali lagi
Menambahkan luka ynag sudah ada
Seperti yang ku jangka terjadi
Cinta datang dan pergi
Mungkin takdir ku hidup menyendiri

Mungkinkah takdir hidup ini menyendiri
Bertemankan sepi
Yang pasti setiap malam
Ku imbas kembali
Kenangan indah menyentuh hati
Yang pasti itulah saja mampu ku miliki
Mungkin sepanjang hayat ku bermimpi

-lame btul da lagu nih..tym bdak2 dlu..hehe...sedap le plak dgr2 balek...xde la lame mane...tp lame la gak-->xnk gak ngaku diri ini sdh dimamah usia...muahahaha-

dody-the end-

2008-10-18T21:51:00.000-07:00

salam~guys..sdey sgt..sgt2...hm..dody da xde..blk ibadah camp td g bilik trus tgk die..tp die da xgrk...die x breath da..hm...sdey sgt...at last dody g jgk...adeyh..tatau nk ckp cmne...mesti rindu nk bg die mandi sume..hm...tp da takdir...hafta redha ..tp as manusia rasa gak nyesal...lbt tgk die..ni la padahnye..for those outside there yg bela any kinda pets or animals..do take greatest care of them...diorang la yg jd teman kite..so,,make sho jg diorang bek2..hm...sket rase terkilan yg amat..aduhai...hm...guys..if pets korang ade gerak geri pelik or die cm da npk saket,,dmm,, makesho bwk g vet cepat2..jgn tgu2 da...sbb diorng nye immune x sekuat kite...doctr ckp..diorang kalo ade wound or saket..die cepat sgt merebak and leh bwk mati,..this is my second tym jd cmnih...sumhow full of regrets...dody...bear mintak maaf x jg dody bek2...tp..bear syg dody..bear akn ingt dody yg handsome slalu...maafkan bear tau dody...im sorry..sigh~

Dody plak saket..=(

2008-10-18T04:16:00.000-07:00

salam~guys.really sad ryt nw,..org kata..dari satu ke satu...hm...dody-my butterfly lizard- saket..die mmg dlm keadaan yg sgt critical ryt now..my fault actually..thought die ocay dlm umah die..sbb die mmg x tunjuk any bad reaction...ye la..die ngah duk salin kulit actually skrg nih..and it's normal for dody or iggy untuk x gerak selincah biasa...tp, mmg persaan gak..dody amek masa lama dr biasa nk salin kulit..da nearly 1 1/2 week die cm x mkn and bekas die agak bersih from usual..mmg pelik gak la..tp die slalu kuar from cave die..so cm evrydy npk and i didn't expect die da truk sbnrnye..hm..tp smlm,bear tgu sampai pg gak la..nk tgk dienye movement...sbb da perasan byk kali...die x gerak laju tp die mcm mengengsot..die cm tarik bdn die..cm xde daya gile...so,bear da tau..die cm ade big probs...so,after exam halaqah td..mintak gile uskut bwk g clinic..thanks uskut..nsb bek uskut ade motor..nek motor g clinic tuh..sampai je...ade noticed-closed for today-Ya Allah..down gile..tp tetibe dr jagdish yg sebelah kdai die kuar and ckp,-u just wait here,he'll be here around 10-15 minutes more...huh..lega!dr jagdish nih very commited dr..cuti 10 hr tuh..tgl iggy-iguana- kt die le..hm..thnax dr..=)..pastuh...bwk la dody masuk..dr ckp die kne infection..start from anal die..sbb ade wound kt anal die..and bear da agak da sbb anal die bengkak and bdn die cm swallow...cm tuh la...sian tgk dody...pastuh die kt mayb die kne menda tajam kot..hm...sdey...bear wonder gak...ape menda la yg wat die saket...xda plak kaca ke ape..tp mayb buckle kayu die tergesel kot..ntahla..hm...dody kne inject...sbb die sgt lemah..sgt2..dr kt die dehydrated.die x minum or mkn..sbb wound tu agak terbiar and x bwk cpt2 untuk cure..so,die da merebak kt lung and dats y die cm npk bengkak...sdey gile la dgr..slh bear..isk2...bersalah gile...hm..tym cucuk dody...tetibe unexpectedly dody g gigt tgn dr tu..hm..die saket sgt tuh..die cm reflect gile kot sbb dr inject nk masuk air..and dr trk skin die and trus inject...xda sape pgg sbb mmg igt die lemah la...berdarah tgn dr...byk...gigi dody mmg tajam..sian dody...pastuh..dr suoh pgg die and tutup kpale die...dody pun slamat dicucuk...sian dody...pastuh prut die da tak bengkak.. tp die sgt lembik la plak..sgt2...die cm terkulai cmtuh la..hm..bear nanges sbb die da x grak...tp pas 2-3minutes tgu..tetb die start breathing balik..hepi sgt..tp dr ade ckp...chances die untuk hidup 50-50 je...sdey gile bile dgr..hm....tp bear hope die leh hidup cm dlu...rindu dody yg dlu..yg sehat and hepi...dody jgn risau..bear bg dody mkn ubt tiap2 hari..nnt dody pun cepat baek..doy leh men2 mcm dlu..ocay...dody jgn risau tau..bear syg dody..

sigh..~

2008-10-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

mentada da sehat..=)

2008-10-16T07:37:00.000-07:00

salam~
post td tym serangga nih saket...skrng nih da sehat..alhamdulillah...actually bear tatau die nih species cmne..so..tatau die mkn ape...bg syr sawi mcm xmkn je..bg ayer je la...bile da sehat..die da start lompat and pnjat2 da..lega tgk die..sbb die da besar..da matang...saiz die cm ala2 belalang kunyit..for those yg tau la..hm...bile die sehat cm hepi gak ah...hehe...thought of lepas die esok2...bg die btol2 sehat..hehe..byk sggh lg insect kt uia nih...hehe..k la..the end of this unknown insect story...hehe..wassalam..

gbr mentadak saket..

2008-10-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

salam~just thought of sharing a few pitures gbr mentadak yg saket smlm...ni gbr tym br2 amek die from stairs..sian die..da terbaring n mcm mmg da nazak gak...movement die sgt slow and very bad..sgt kesian tgk die...ade baby mentadak gak..yg kecik tu lg la...mmg npk mcm da xda harapan...sdey sgt..actually bear tatau sbnrnye insect ni ape name die sbnrnye...so..for those yg tau..plsz..n plsz..do inform me...bear pgl mentadak hutan coz structure die mcm mentadak tp color totally different dienye color sbb mentadak kan hijau..tp yg nih brown in colour...mcm kayu2 sket..kt leher die ade colour kuning yg sangat terang and sgt cantik...hm...tym nih mmg die sgt lemah and mcm da xda harpn...tp nana ada give opinion ckp bg die air byk2..so..bg die minum air byk2 through shrink...smlm google gak pasal dis insect tp tak jumpe..hm...sdey..
so...sesape yg jumpe info pasal die nih..btau k...

Mentadak rasanya..

2008-10-15T10:48:00.000-07:00

salam~
waiting 4 my assignment to be sent to my lectrer..hm...criusly it takes like-lyf time- to send my file...hm...yea..the file is too large i ges..god!!im not a type of person who is great enuff in handling this type of emotion..huhu...thank God there is a "mentadak saket" that at least by myside ryt now...hm...saw it at the stairs new my rum..so just bring back and give him some water and sawi..hope he is feeling better becoz of the positive reaction shown by him..hm...might be he just been "trapped" by the acidic liquid sprayed by the pest control man on the afternoon...firstly, I dunno what to do for sure..but then,I just gave him water..and for few minutes,nothing happen..I gave him again and wait for few minutes more..and alhamdulillah..it does give some positive reaction by vomitting liquids which is yellow in colour..hm...so..now,Im waiting for more reaction from him..hope by tomorrow,he'll get better,Insyaallah...

di mana silapnya..

2008-10-14T00:56:00.001-07:00

Salam~
hidup nih x slalu indah..itulah ungkpn yg plng tepat..hm..kekdg kite lupe yg ade org masih syg kt kita..kekdg kite terlepas pandang yg sbnrnye kita mmg dihadirkn untuk saling melengkapi...sungguh..manusia mudah lupa...ak juga mdh lupa...slalu lupa akn tugas dan tnggjwb sbgai sorang ank,kwn,tman,shbt...hm...kalu dulu kita ada semua menda..kita wat tak tau ja...tp bila da hilang..terlepas dr genggaman..br kita sedar betapa penting dan berharga nye menda tuh dlm hidup kita...sungguh...kita manusia slalu lupa...tp...setiap kesilapan pasti ade sesalan..kita ade peluang untuk berubh...sekali lg cubaan ke atas setiap insan bila kita lambat untuk membuat keputusan untuk berubah...seminit lambat pun mampu membuatkan kita menyesal seumur hidup...jd...sebagai manusia yg telah diciptakan sebaek-baeknya...hargailah setiap insan di sekeliling anda..jgn lupa untuk mengucapkan sayang kepd mereka seandainya mereka mmg berada dlm hati kita...x deny...stiap yg jd dtg dari Allah,redha itu penting... anggaplah setiap yg jd ada hikmah dan telah ditentukan oleh Allah S.W.T....Subhanallah...Sungguh hebat kuasa Allah...Hanya Dia yg mampu mengubah segala2nya...Wassalam...

Bearded Dragon...

2008-10-13T02:32:00.000-07:00

Bearded Dragons are popular exotic pets in many places,yeah..nowadays it has been widely spread in Malaysia as an adorable pet...huhu...Bearded Dragons very famous especially the species vitticeps, the Inland or Central Bearded Dragon. These pets are also affectionately called "Beardies" by those who breed or raise them. They are a popular species among children, because of their friendly and calm nature, along
with the relative ease of caring for them.Bearded Dragons have broad triangular heads and flattened bodies, with adults reaching approximately 18 to 24 inches (45-60 cm) from head to tail. When threatened, they will expand a spiny pouch under their jaw, as well as inhale air and puff up to make them appear larger.Thought of uploading the picture it takes too long to upload.Maybe next time I'll try to upload a few picture when this animal turns angry. The pouch resembles a beard, lending the animal their name. Males have a distinct set of pre-anal pores between the back legs and have hemipenal bulges at the vent area. Females lack both the pores and bulges. The pores are easy to see by simply looking at the underside of the dragon. With the tail vertical it is easier to see the two bulges formed by the hemipenes on the males. Females do not have the two bulges or the indentation between the lumps, rather females have one small broad lump that is closer to the vent. Males and females are of comparable size, although males usually sport a larger head and a thicker tail base than the females. Mature males will turn their throat pouches black during courtship and to signal dominance,although females have also been known
to do the same.Guys,it is really interesting to know them well.

Bearded Dragons have a distinctive series of lateral spines (specialized scales) radiating horizontally from the head to the base of the tail. Their color ranges from light tan to dark brown, depending on their native soil, often with highlights of black, brilliant red, or gold, and can change somewhat depending upon their internal condition, mood or temperature (darkening when cool). Some captive populations have been selectively bred for more
brilliant colorations. As juveniles, they are semi-arboreal. As adults, they are worldlier, but will climb to bask and search for prey. Bearded Dragons can occupy a large range of habitats from the desert to dry forests and scrublands.All species are from Australia, but they have been exported worldwide and bred successfully in captivity. In the wild, the various species are widely distributed throughout different regions of Australia. Bearded Dragons live about 8–15 years with proper care in captivity, though some can live up to 20 years old.

Learn their character.You'll find a marvelous interesting idea rolling from the top to the bottom of your head man!!It is pretty exciting...hehe....=)

hot...

2008-10-13T00:16:00.000-07:00

Salam~

evening guys..what a hot day today..might be raining in few hours time mayb...
thinking of being a "fish " right now..hahaha..criusly im sweating..being a fish at this moment wouldnt be so hard...hehehe....opppss~kinda deviated from the path huh..astaghfirullahalazim...
eyp guys..do catch up the new movie about a little girl in Thailand who is greatly kicking her ass out in Tomoi field..gotta be interesting ...hehehe...nope..im not selling it..just sharing..k la ..hafta catch up some stuff...daa~

Hectic Weekend...

2008-10-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

salam~
gosh..what a hectic weekend..can't wait to have a break..hm..hafta accomplished certain mission that need certainly high attention..haha...can't bare any longer..really out of sand right now...c yea later...~

BAsikalku...

2008-10-11T03:25:00.000-07:00

salam~
lepas balik raya...lom lg nek basikal..so,cm biasa tingat plak kt basikalku yg tggl keseorangan...hehe...g la amek kt bwh pondok tuh...pas unlocked,nek le basikal tuh...pastuh rase cm x sedap...owh..da kurang angin...hm...cmne eh?nk cr kt sape plak pam bskl...huhu...so bwk le g volley court...sume da kt situ...-urusan ptg- hehehe...pas men..chnot nk bwk nek bskl...die ltk blakang...agak pnt ah tgk die bwk..sbb basikl tuh didtgkn ngan ketiadaan gear...ngeh2..nek bukit plak tuh...da sampai blkng..so slmt...hm...jijah ckp die ade pam...wah..sonok2...-almaklum..nk uji diri pam basikal-..g la amek...die ckp masuk je bilik die...so,masuk je la amek,,tp rumate die da pandang pelek..hehe..tp wat bodoh je...hehe..sj nk crk pasal...aku pun..masuk cm penyamun..haha..bajet xde pape yg berlaku...pastuh g la pam basikalku yg tayar biru besar itu..bajet leh wat ngan sendirinye....start la masukkn tiub tuh...pastuh tetibe dgr bunyi angin yg sgt kuat....dlm mase beberapa saat je..tayar tuh tetibe lembik...!!wah!! kempis!!..aish..bkn ke ak nk tbh angin..??np angin lak yg kuar...??aduhai....gl lah...cm bia betul ak nih??pastuh "mee" and "bandung" lalu..ak pggl...diorang la yg tlg...tp agak seksa ah...tayar tuh besar so,tekanan die tgi..ntahla...rs cm ade yg x kne ngan cara pam bskl tuh sebenarnye..sungguh...!..nsb sume ocay..keras jg tayar basikalku..yeah!leh le bwk..=)

balek vs x balek...

2008-10-09T21:27:00.000-07:00

salam...
dalam dilema ryt now..hehe..nk balek ke x..
huhu..pning2..nk blk tp gap cm dekat sgt...revision week start 23 ...28 nih da start 1st exam calculus...hm..cmne yea...kalu x blk nk g ukm...same gak..huhu..thot of going on the 17th ..tp cik shkn ade karier week lak..hehe..btol x shikn?die plak bz...sian die..=)..cik shkin suh g 24 nih..tp tuh la..like i've said just now.da dkt sgt ngn exam...hehe..kt jumpe nnt yea..tuh ah..nk g 12 nov x bg...die kate nk sabotaj ka..ekeke..msti ah...da free ma...=)...hm...nk g bley..tp x lame..huhu..kinda buhsan gak duk cni actually..jln2 kl amek angin yg kotor itu ok jg ape...so,hafta arrange and find a gud solution so that x clash..adios~

God always know..

2008-10-08T04:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes God breaks our spirit to safe our soul,
Sometimes He breaks our heart to make us whole,
Sometimes God sends us pain so we can be stronger,
Sometimes He sends us failure so we can be humble,
Sometimes Gos sends us illness so that we take better care of ourselves,
Sometimes He takes everything so we will value what we have,
so..no matter what God has give and take from you,
it is for ur best...
Allah know what is the best for you...

Starbucks Vs Warung

2008-10-08T03:55:00.000-07:00

salam~
yea..
starbucks-international-
kedai kopi-local-

hm...malu ke kite kalu kite yg bkak warong tuh?bkak plak seblah kdai starbucks...hehe.malu ke kite??huhu...jgn malu haa...kite xleh malu ngan menda cmni...np kite nk malu plak??kite patut bangge kite leh bkak warong sblh starbucks...hehhe..kinda merepek..tp ni la issue yg cube nk btau now nih...hehe..pe ingt kalu kite bkak Starbucks kite da cukup hebat??x semestinye org yg bkak warung tuh x hebat..mane tau income die lg hebat dr yg bkak starbucks..tp tuh la...org zaman sekarang pkey kalu kite masuk Starbucks tuh kire cm ade class ah..setakat warung ..ape ade..huhu..kalu nk lepak plak.tamau ah lepak kt warung2..nk lepak starbucks..br le bes..hm.tp kite xleh cmtuh..kite kne time seadanye...kalu kite xmampu..warung pun ok ape..tujuan kite sebnarnye x lari pun untuk both kedai nih..percaye atau tidak...

1-nk penuhkan perut yg kosong
2-nk lepak2 ngan kwn after mkn

ala...kalu setakat nk online..leh ja dlm bilik kt campus..hehe..tp x..ramai gak yg nk bile lepak;;'uit..jom g starbucks..leh online'...eceh..tym2 nih la nk wat keja sume..hehe...xdela..cube kite tgk zmn skrg nih..ramai bdk2 yg cmnh...mayb diorang byk due kot...xleh le nk kt ape...tp kite kne beringt...duet diorng ke duet mak bpk diorang..aish,,,nyebok la diri ini..hehe..papepun..sekali sekala leh le consider...tp kalu da slalu parah jg tuh...tp ade ke yg slalu g??..

wallahualam...

Kita semua kawan...

2008-10-07T22:46:00.001-07:00

Dengarkanlah teman seloka hiburan.

Tak perlulah kita asyik nk berlawan.

Kita semua kawan tak boleh berlawan.

Kalu kita renggang kita ketinggalan.

Bebaskan dirimu dari dibelenggu.

teruskan langkahmu ayuh kita maju.

mari bersamaku nyanyi lagu ini.

jangan difikirkn resah yang di hati.

Semua itu hanya dimindamu.

Tak perlu kau sangsi tak perlu kau ragu.

Segala-galanya pastikan berlalu.

Mentari kan muncul mendung kan berlalu..

-lagu nih btol2 membawa seribu satu erti..hehe..guys..do appreciate our frens...-

borak2 kedai kopi...

2008-10-07T06:46:00.000-07:00

salam...
just came out from Che Det Blog...yea..too much to understand after all...
hm...is there any hope for us a -Pemuda,pemudi harapan bangsa-..hehehe=)
what is Islam hadhari after all..im having a strictly confusing and mixing of points what country are we having or leading actually...
am i too naive about our mlaysian political system...??
what a topic...hhehehe...
respect Tun.Luv Tun.Brilliant Tun.
Malaysian need a leader like u Tun...
Im not the one who miss u...trust me...=)

The day after yesterday....=)

2008-10-06T20:33:00.000-07:00

!
morning..
just came back from class..
what a nice day today...luv it..
huhu....so...im thinking of going back to taiping..
really cant wait anymore...dunno why..
yea...really bare with the phrase...'bear..ko x knal so ko x cinta'...
haha..what a freak friend of mine-hehehee-...BUT..Yup!! i do agree beb...
loads of fun and peace there...one of them is in the picture...=)...get to know this 'long tail' guy is very2 lucky..got to know them clearly is more fun..giving them food is my pleasure...they done a great job..they peace my mind...they are my friends...go monkey!!!live life to da fullest...

p/s:da one in da picture..-dun worry.I'll come back-hehehe...

PedULikan SeGaLa kesErAbUtan...

2008-10-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

salam...=)
...lupekan segala masalah...hehe...shbt2 sekalian..cuba kita rasakn setiap tangisan mesti ada harapan untul berhenti... same gak kan ngan life kite nih...kite mesti trus berjuang n berubah ikut keadaan...hm...tamau sdey2 da...pnat sebenarnye...tp sungguh setiap masalah akan mengajar kita lebih matang untuk pilih mana permata ..mana belian..mana perak..mana tembaga..mana besi karat...mana tanah..mana pasir..sumelah..kalau tak..kita tatau..kita ingat sume same..kita bli n jaga ngan harga yang sama..kita tatau nk letak die kat tempat elok ke..atau tak..kita tatau yang sebenarnya karat tuh leh memakan diri kita kalau kita terlanggar ...sebabnya,kita ingat besi karat tuh same ngan berlian...itu contohnye la kalau kita ni tatau nk beza mane baek mane buruk...so..shbt2..setiap yg Allah bg kat kita mesti ada baik dan buruknye kt kita..kite kena trima ngan redha..Insyaallah..

im waiting....

2008-10-04T21:04:00.000-07:00

eylop...not that late to wish salam aidilfitri to all the muslim in this whole entire world...
yea..today im going back to kuantan..stop by at -SHELL-...waiting for aimi to "bring" my body back to kuantan..Gosh!!kinda bad my feeling ryt now..not that good..hm...miss my hometown..yeaa...=(..'umi..kak harap umi ocay kat sane..mis u umi...'..huhu...kuatkan semangat.teruskan perjuangan.Perjuangan belum selesai!!!salam~

i miss sumone...

2008-09-23T03:27:00.000-07:00

hm...looking at the watch that never stop ticking do make myself turn terrible sometimes...every minutes and seconds do past and like for sure, it never turn back.lying for sure if I don't have problems to solve in my life right now as 'problems always occur no matter in the beginning,middle or the end of men life'..what a life..~sigh..~Im missing someone to be called a friend for life...yeah...It looks damn weird why does issue of friendship do take place in my mind right now..hm...but,to be truth,that's the fact..I'm facing the hard moment by loosing slowly someone that I care so much..yeah..it sounds stupid..none of the people in this world would try to solve the problem that Im facing as it does not suit with the issue that the world now is chatting about...huh!~im done thinking of this problems..and now Im trying to workout with the new solutions that I found..-it sounds funny-..hm...I do hope it works this time..really!really!really! hope!!!Oh Allah..I do hope some blessing in the Holy month of Ramadhan...Bless me with Your forgiveness and Allah do guide me with the bestest way that will lead me to the place that will last heavenly for eternity...In the name of Allah the Most Grecious and Most Merciful,reach us with the bountiful wisdom..and guide us to the true ways of Islam as you have manifested in the Holy Quran..Amin..

Hari yang dijanjikan....

2008-09-21T01:50:00.000-07:00

Sebelum mata terlena
Di buaian malam gelita
Tafakurku di pembaringan
Mengenangkan nasib diri

Yang kerdil lemah yang bersalut dosa
Mampukah ku mengharungi titian sirat nanti
Membawa dosa yang menggunung tinggi
Terkapai ku mencari limpahan hidayah Mu

Agar terlerai kesangsian hati ini
Sekadar air mata tak mampu membasuhi dosa ini

Sebelum mata terlena
Dengarlah rintihan hati ini
Tuhan beratnya dosa ku
Tak daya ku pikul sendiri

Hanyalah rahmat dan kasih sayang Mu
Yang dapat meringankan hulurkan maghfirah Mu
Andainya esok bukan milik ku lagi
Dan mata pun ku tak pasti akan terbuka lagi

Sebnelum berangkat ke daerah sana
Lepaskan beban ini
Yang mencengkam jiwa dan raga ku

Selimut diri ku
Dengan sutra kasih sayang Mu
Agar lena nanti ku mimpikan
Syurga yang indah abadi

Pabila ku terjaga
Dapat lagi ku rasai
Betapa harumnya
Wangian syurga firdausi oh Ilahi

Disepertiga malam
Sujud ku menghambakan diri
Akan ku teruskan pengabdian ku pada Mu

lailatul Qadar..

2008-09-21T01:41:00.000-07:00

"carilah lailatul Qadar pada(bilangan) ganjil
dari sepuluh hari terakhir di bulan Ramadhan."
Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari,Muslim dan lainnya.

notes of the day...

2008-09-18T21:13:00.000-07:00

life......
no one can see the hidden scenery..
it is all has been created right through the name of Allah s.w.t...

live life with full of intensity towards Him...
live life under the Mercy Of the One...
live life under the faith of Islam...

seriously..after all..we do search and find for the Greatness of the One...
behold with all the circumstances...
at one time...we'll reach the destination of the desire
that will determine our path of the life..

never get "caught" with the "blessing" of the world...
it is all has been written without any doubt...
only those who remain with their truly faith...
will reach the bountiful wisdom and will be guided to the true ways of Islam...
bare with the One...

after all..only one destination we will be reached...
the destination of the truth...Yau mul Qiyamah...

let us pray for our journey...
as the journey is just around the corner...

let us pray for our journey...
as the journey is full of hurt and tears...

let us pray for our journey...
so the journey will be lead to the same destination...

Insyaallah...