Thursday, December 25, 2008

manusia dan hatinya

salam...
what a long silence...hm..just came back from certain particular parts of the earth..a place that taught me something new..syukur to Allah s.w.t who still didnt separate my body from my soul and the chance of breathing the air that You've created..alhamdulillah..umi,abh,ayah,mak,uncle...abg2,kakak2,adik2 of mine..makcik2 pakcik2...thanks a lot for always being by myside..sorry for all my wrongdoings...seriously..im glad to have all of you in my life...thanks to Allah s.w.t who created the path that create the bond between us...my dear friends...i wanna thanks for all the best or the bad parts that u guys had taught me till i can walk smoothly on this earth...subhanallah...May this coming days,weeks,months and years do boost the spirit up in the best manner..Insyaallah...


wassalam

Sunday, December 7, 2008

wombat...

salam...
sampai kelantan around 4.35pm td ..
huu...from seberang jaya,png 214km..
hehe...myk around rm25...huu..terasa jimat..
hope okeh sume...
hhehee...warghh..pnat..tp thrill gak jln lalu gerik nih...
test mata tol...byk lubang..huu...

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Wombat!!

salam...
smlm my fes date ngan wombat...warghh...
syioknye..hehe...
to wombat: i'll take greatest care of u..dun wory...sape dare to kiss wombat,,i'll giv a #@!~ dunk!!he...

red yellow black...beWArE!!

ya salam..

Red touch yellow, kill a fellow
Red touch black, venom lack. ..

i'm back to give a lil information about the snakes which are look similar but not!!
here goes the first one...northern scarlet snake...this snake is Non-venomous snake.it has a color pattern in which the red bands touch the black bands, but the red bands do not touch the yellow bands.this type also does include the scarlet kingsnakes .they has a SAME colour but the bands make them different.For the scarlet kingsnakes..the band goes around the belly but for the scarlet snake..i does'nt..as i've said above just now...red touch bllack,venom lack..so,these snakes are not that poisonious compared to the Coral Snake..,,
guys..do watch out if u suddenly found one..Stay AWAy!!-->generous advice..hehe...this snake is really2 piosionous that it might kill a fellow!huu...the great thing i want to share is...this poisonious snake do have a same colour with the scarlet and scarlet kingsnake but it just have a lil differences on how the colour binds the snakes...huuu..
Coral Snakes have a pattern in which every other band is yellow. Hence yellow touches both black and red, but black and red never touch.
The bands of a Coral Snake run all the way around the body. But since the Coral Snake can be identified by the pattern, happily there is no need to pick it up to check its belly,,,hehe...eyp...let me introduced u guys with a few pic..heee..=)



Thursday, December 4, 2008

-spectacle-


salam..
i can't hold on any longer..
hu...the force of the stress is really hard in order to push me back into the right position...can't lay back to low..huh...how am i going to discribe my feeling right now...beyond the actual capasity...yea...trying to figure out the best way to forgive-forget and walk away from the past..huh...to someone that text me last nite..im personally sorry if i've done something bad-scratch-scribe-ur heart...again it falls under certain circumstances that is strictly hard to explain...huh...i do hope my moves in the next chapter of my life,won't include those who r not ready to be on the list...im personally sorry to whom it may be..-spectacle-

kapla pusing..

ya salam~!
nape la roda hidup ak cpt sgt pusing..
hehe...smlm kt bwh...pastuh smlm gak nek atas...
pastuh hr nih kt atas lgk...esok hope x bwh ngn cepat..kalu x lemas!!
hm...dahsyat pengalaman nih...criusly dahsat!!
hehe...owh yea...mungkin jodohku sdh ditakdirkn dgn hitam merah...
hehe...alhamdulillah..
esok hr pertama hidup ak ngan hitam merah..
hope sume ok...hhehee...=)

Monday, December 1, 2008

guys...watch out ur 'shoes'!!


Stinky Feet funny picture
Funny Stuff & Myspace layouts



Sunday, November 30, 2008

the bond~!
















kapal kapal hidup..=)







sunyi..mereka da pulang..

salam..
besh..tp diorang br balek..adeyh...buhsan lak lyf tetb..hm...ade diorang mmg pnt..wrestling,tendang,terajang huaaa...gile...tp syiok gak..yg xleh blah bajet bgs plak...dah kne truk2..tp leh plak bgn..jln wat bodow je..tp da lame sket br nanges bagai nk gile...haha..bdak2...ngeee...sonok2..kezen2 akhir nih yg dtg umah...yg plng kecik dlm family side umi...sorang 7 thn ngan 9 thn...heh...beknye ckp kelate...haha..tp mke penang haa...hehe..rafiq..hu...rindu la plak ak kt dak tuh..asyik men nek blakang..haha...lame x jmpe...last jmpe tym baby...hm...nih da besha...aish...ni la yg dinamakan keluarga kan...xkn putus..ngee~!haha..bear da start---ding dong!!...

Thursday, November 27, 2008

meriahnye suasana desa..

ya salam...
ade kenduri arwah kt kampung ngan ade tahlil..beza sungguh kehidupan kampung ngan bandar..meriah die lain..jarang nk jumpe..especially sume mcm bersatu yg sungguh xterkata keakraban die..sembang pun sempoi je..xde nk bergaya mana...len sket ngan bandar nih..kalu kenduri kendara xdenye org dtg kumpul ramai2 nk hulur2 tgn...hehe...mostly dtg mkn pastuh blah...cm trend plak...tbh2 bile fud cater org...am i ryt??forgiv me if im gvng u guys a fake statement..wink!!~hm...bile sume pun order...perasaan muhibbah hilang..haha...trust me..
ewah--->ayat x leh blah...hehehe...tp tu la...kalu kt kl tuh...for those yg berada sket..kenduri nih tym nk melaram...ngeee....btol!!hehe....np ngan bear nih??hehe...weng2 lol...tp tuhla..xrase sgt..bile balek kampung...kumpul ramai2...tdo bergelimpangan...woah...mmg kusut otak...tp bes ape..mkn ulam..sambal..ikan kering...xdenye spegeti,rona roni makaroni...xdenye...mee kuah ade~!..hehe....tuh yg sdap tuh...hehehe...bkn sket kalu blk kampung tuh....aish...gile ramai tungkus lumus..hehe...bear nye sedare kt kampung dilitupi ngan kaum kerabat yg agak ramai...even bkn sedara rapat..tp..mesra tu ade..tp tuh la...bile atuk sume da xde...pendek cite..golongan tua sume da xde...da payah nk rasa meriah cm dulu...hm...tp ape2 pun...still best la kampung..hehe...dlu igt lgk kenangan xleh lupe ngan abh...ade masuk bendang cari ikan semilai@ ikan laga...pastuh bela...hehe...pastuh ade gak g crk ngan abh kt pokok mane ntah..ade sarang burung...and bela anak burung merbah tuh...serba sedikit kenangan dgn abh tym kt kampung...abh..dekat di hati..

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

rona roni kehidupan..





























hitam merah....

samar..gambaran jiwaku skrg..samar..


ya salam...hitam merah..
ngaa~!
reality ke fanstasy??
wallahualam...
ak hanya mampu berdoa sume urusan lancar...
syukur atas segala nikmat yg diberikan..
alahai...penat gak cutiey nih..jarang dpt nk duduk tenang..
hehe...tp tu la yg mewarnai hidup ini..
bile kite usaha..and dpt tgk hasil..lg best..hehe
ape pun yg terjadi selepas ini ..
ak kena teruskan berjalan..
one step at a tym..
there's no need to rush...hehe..relax..yeah..~!

Monday, November 17, 2008

iggy...







salam..tgh buhsan nih...so,wat le new post lg...hehe...iggy da sethn da..hehe...'da besha da die nih'...huhu...x sbr nk tgu die besha lgk...hehe....nnt leh bwk die jenjln..ngaa~iggy makin lame makin hensem...hehehe....slalu duk atas bahu n perut gue...agaga...makan kangkung uia nih makin sehat npk die...sedap eh iggy?hehehe...duk umah asyik nk kuar ja...bwk kuar br diam...kalu x...meronta2...nk tdo pun bising dgr die duk cakar2 sangkar...ngee...hm...syg iggy sgt...=)

ayam2 ku..=)







ya salam..~



at last..broadband ni bg ak chance..lol~huhu...buhsan tp ni lah ketenangan yg dicari...percayalah..hehe...a few weeks to go..gotta cherish evry single moment kt cni..yealah...next holidays lom tentu going to be da same..hehe...eyp guys..just a simple thot to be shared with...bear bela aym kampung cuti nih..agagga...best gak...da lame x bela ayam..last tym stndrd 5..tu pun ayam serama..dis tym aym kampung...hehe..umi ckp elok la..nnt bile da dekat nk habis cuti..leh kite sembelih wat kenduri...cet..byk lol..!~huhu...skrg nih...sume kucing xde..tgl micky je..huhu...sian yg len da kt market...kne buang..isk2!x larat nk jg da kot...sian umi...tp xpela..hope diorang dpt mkn cukup kt market tuh...uit...lupe nk btau...nama ayam2ku jantan tuh ashrapyg betina bunga...aggagaa...layan ~!!hehehe...

Monday, November 10, 2008

the numbers in my life is running




Custom Countdowns & MySpace Layouts


Sunday, November 9, 2008

bata merah batu konkrit~

salam~
batu merah bata konkrit-keras-
hayun tukul besi tempek paku di dinding.hayun yg tegar..tepat.tp lembut.
jgn longlai penuh dgn kelembutan.hancur lebur!kembali dgn carutan penuh emosi dan gangguan.
asap kepulan penuhi ruang lingkup bilik bak kemenyan halau nyamuk.kus!habis nyamuk mati .tp bangkit seolah tiada apa2 perlu dibicara.kembali bingung diletakkn air di tekak sblm terus telan masuk perut dan diam....lega!air x berwarna.xda rasa tp sedap.itu namanya anugerah dr Allah.teruskan dgn jalanan di pinggiran kolam.mata hijau pandang kangkung iggy.lapar sdah dinyatakn dr carutan ragasan panjatan jaring2 kehidupannya.aduh!ak bingung.diletakkn ia penuh lembut dipandangnya penuh kaget dan maju telah tumbuhan yg dikutip.dia kenyang.ku tidak.teruskan kehidupan dgn kecanggihan teknologi hantaran mesej.xperlu berjln.diambil dgn penuh keayuan oleh dua pari2 makanan ditelan dgn lahap.hbs.kosong.kenyang.kembali duduk dpn teknologi ciptaan lipatan dua sambungan tertera blog ini utk dititipkan ke dlm benak.

aku kembali bingung
wassalam~

Thursday, November 6, 2008

dakwat basah cair..ceroi..??

ya salam..ku kembali setelah menghilang beberapa hr..
dakwat semmgnye hitam tp bile diberi sedikit carutan dan coretan...
pudar!kosong...basah dan kotor...hm..
coretan dan carutan bina dalamn supaya tidak ceroi dgn keadaan..
ceroi tidak tulen..dan dimamah ketidak pastian...
pastinye post kali ini amat jengkel dan pelik untuk dikira dan difahami..
kerna dtgnye dari ht yg serabai dan terikat dgn getah dan susah nk buka..
phmkn tempat ini dan huraikn dgn penuh saksama...

wassalam

Sunday, November 2, 2008

athin vesparados~

salam...~
in da midst of final exam ryt now...2 papers to go...huhu...yeah...holiday is juz around da corner..hm..cant wait to go home..=)...home-where all da probs gone and new probs do occur-hehehe....huhu...eyp..i do have a few topic to share with...yeah..."politic in luv"...does all the things in this life must be manipulated by political elements that sumhow do brings corruption?hm...im not trying to say dat politic is critically sucks but in certain cases it do shows..=/..hm..guys...for those out there who are particularly playing with the rhythm of the their heart right now,do take it in a legal way..what im trying to figure out is...-do not put any blame to those who r not deserve-..hm...athin dear...problems always occur...but the best way is stand up still and never try to get rid from it...i do believe in fate although sumtyms we can twist da fate...yeah...open relationship sumtyms better rather than closed...-Peace-..hm...athin...cheer up..u r not da one in da bucket that full of shit right now...remeber!u r not da one who hafta apologize..he is da one who hafta carry all da blame...as i said few days a go...-the one who started da game will take the risk either win or die-...dont bother the past...but knowledge the past..bother the future...as the future will lead u to the destiny of the real life...im not dat gud to give words dat might blast ur spirit up...but i do hope my words do pass by certain line dat might crash our mind on the relationship stuff...hm...guys...it s hard to take care of people heart as it is not created to be the same..but..as long as we live..we'll learn to take fragile care of our own heart and others...and for that...do not stop to take care about others and not to forget ourself...dont go beyond the line as the luv for Him is da greatest pleasure to be with...
Allah always by our side...a thought to whom it mayb....im not dat gud..but im trying..=)....wassalam....





p/s= the name in dis post is legally approved..=)

Saturday, October 25, 2008

aku tempang bila----


salam~

hidup ni sukar diramal..sukar dijalani..

argghhh...ak letih...ak tempang...

tempang dalam segala keraguan...

sedar dlm kengiluan yg amat....pedih...

hm...

pagi yg gelap...kini sdah terang..

ak bangkit dgn pnuh longlai memnuhi tuntutan yg Maha Kuasa...

merafak keampunan di atas segala dosa dan kesilapan..

ak letih dgn cubaan..tp cubaan yg mematangkn diri ini...

sungguh...berat untuk dilafazkan..

tempang hidup ini bila kesakitan terlalu membataskn perjlanan...

dengusan suara letih berkumandang di setiap pelusuk jiwa halus..

dengusan penyesalan di atas kelalaian ...

ak tempang tanpa Dia...


Thursday, October 23, 2008

[aku bingung teman}{][


salam~
buat teman yg disayangi...hilang mu sukar dicari ganti..
sebak dada ini mengenangkn keakraban bersamamu..
pilu hati ini bila terdgr khbr yg engkau pergi jauh dr diri ini...
ku cuba memujuk ht ini...
ku cuba mengatakan itu hanya sebuah sketsa percintaan...
pedih hanya Allah yg tahu..
mungkin ak tiada lg tempt di hatimu..
mungkin ak hanya tempat persinggahan dlm diari hidupmu..
tp ketahuilah kamu..
betapa aku menghargai pershbtn yg engkau berikan kepadaku..
maafkan aku seandainya tidak dpt memenuhi hajatmu..
maafkan aku seandainya diri ini penuh selut dan kotor untuk berdiri
di sampingmu...
maafkan aku seandainya diri ini pernah menyakiti hatimu wahai teman..

kerdil ku rasakan jiwa ini pabila memikirkan kebesaran Tuhan yg mengurniakannya..
wahai teman...pergilah sejauh mana langkahmu ingin menghayun..
tapi...jgn sekali2 engkau menangis tatkala jatuhmu tiada sesiapa di sisi...
kerna diri ini sentiasa di belakangmu untuk memenuhi erti sebuah pershbtn..
jgn sesekali engkau gusar memikirkan tiada tempat untuk mengadu..
kerna diri ini masih terbuka untuk menerima kehadiranmu..

Ya Allah...
Ya Allah...
Ya Allah...

Betapa besar erti sebuah pershbtn yg telah Kau kurniakn dlm diriku ini..
sehingga tak sanggup untuk ak mengenepikannya...
Sesungguhnya...Hanya Engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui akan sesuatu yg terjadi...

Wassalam...

Monday, October 20, 2008

hari kambing..=)



salam~guys..penat gile hr nih..criusly tired..tp xde pape yg lbey sonok if kite satisfied..hehe...lteh cmne skalipun xpe...td g kemaman,terengganu..nek keta athirah...actually sume nih cm last minute plan gak..thnx sgt kt ruby sbb memahami..hehe...btol2 tingin nk g tgk kambing n memiliki satu...ruby bg suggestion g ikut skali ngan chinut gegaye diorng committee catering for cts-open house- masak kt umah ruby..so,bear amek kesemptn ikut skali...thnx sgt2 kt ruby..bertmbh semangt untuk memiliki sendiri sebuah ladng kambing..hehe...breed yg ade skang nih jamnapari and boer..td abg man-abg kpd ruby- bwk g ladang pak cik yg dah berjy ternk lbey 200 ekor kambing..mmg bersih and terurus...sgt bes...leh tgk baka yg bek2..hm...bear hope kambing bear dpt biak ngan bnyk dgn cepat dlm jngke 4 thn from skrng..buat mase skrg abg man sarankan amek betina...sbb dlm bln 12 or 1 nih die da start nk bunting...so,mintk2 jdk...Insyaallah...eyp..lots of thnx to ruby..lina..ayap..thirah..chinot..farah..enny.. yg snggp "turun padang" gak kt ladang kambeng sume..even ade yg takot and x thn bau busuk..hehe...'name pun kambeng'...hehehe...guys..i really2 appreciate it..ye la...menda nih bkn sume org nk g..busuk beb..tp menda cm nih x leh halang..ckp le ape pun..ak nk terjun jg..hehe..=)..wassalam..


p/s :few pictures to be shared wid u guys..

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Seperti yg kujangka terjadi...

Sekali lagi ku lalui jalan sepi
Yang cukup diri ini kenali
Ku sangka dia yang ku cari
Telah ku jumpa
Namun dia yang menghancurkan jiwa

Cukuplah sudah hatiku dipanah duka
Cukuplah sudah segala sengsara
Dan aku tak mahu lagi dibelenggu rindu
Kerana ia akhirnya membunuhku

Seperti yang ku jangka terjadi
Tewas sekali lagi
Menambahkan luka ynag sudah ada
Seperti yang ku jangka terjadi
Cinta datang dan pergi
Mungkin takdir ku hidup menyendiri

Harapan terakhir ku rupanya sama saja
Dengan yang terdahulu darinya
Biarkan aku hidup tanpa belaian cinta
Biar semua tahu ku kecewa

Seperti yang ku jangka terjadi
Tewas sekali lagi
Menambahkan luka ynag sudah ada
Seperti yang ku jangka terjadi
Cinta datang dan pergi
Mungkin takdir ku hidup menyendiri

Mungkinkah takdir hidup ini menyendiri
Bertemankan sepi
Yang pasti setiap malam
Ku imbas kembali
Kenangan indah menyentuh hati
Yang pasti itulah saja mampu ku miliki
Mungkin sepanjang hayat ku bermimpi


-lame btul da lagu nih..tym bdak2 dlu..hehe...sedap le plak dgr2 balek...xde la lame mane...tp lame la gak-->xnk gak ngaku diri ini sdh dimamah usia...muahahaha-

Saturday, October 18, 2008

dody-the end-

salam~guys..sdey sgt..sgt2...hm..dody da xde..blk ibadah camp td g bilik trus tgk die..tp die da xgrk...die x breath da..hm...sdey sgt...at last dody g jgk...adeyh..tatau nk ckp cmne...mesti rindu nk bg die mandi sume..hm...tp da takdir...hafta redha ..tp as manusia rasa gak nyesal...lbt tgk die..ni la padahnye..for those outside there yg bela any kinda pets or animals..do take greatest care of them...diorang la yg jd teman kite..so,,make sho jg diorang bek2..hm...sket rase terkilan yg amat..aduhai...hm...guys..if pets korang ade gerak geri pelik or die cm da npk saket,,dmm,, makesho bwk g vet cepat2..jgn tgu2 da...sbb diorng nye immune x sekuat kite...doctr ckp..diorang kalo ade wound or saket..die cepat sgt merebak and leh bwk mati,..this is my second tym jd cmnih...sumhow full of regrets...dody...bear mintak maaf x jg dody bek2...tp..bear syg dody..bear akn ingt dody yg handsome slalu...maafkan bear tau dody...im sorry..sigh~

Dody plak saket..=(





salam~guys.really sad ryt nw,..org kata..dari satu ke satu...hm...dody-my butterfly lizard- saket..die mmg dlm keadaan yg sgt critical ryt now..my fault actually..thought die ocay dlm umah die..sbb die mmg x tunjuk any bad reaction...ye la..die ngah duk salin kulit actually skrg nih..and it's normal for dody or iggy untuk x gerak selincah biasa...tp, mmg persaan gak..dody amek masa lama dr biasa nk salin kulit..da nearly 1 1/2 week die cm x mkn and bekas die agak bersih from usual..mmg pelik gak la..tp die slalu kuar from cave die..so cm evrydy npk and i didn't expect die da truk sbnrnye..hm..tp smlm,bear tgu sampai pg gak la..nk tgk dienye movement...sbb da perasan byk kali...die x gerak laju tp die mcm mengengsot..die cm tarik bdn die..cm xde daya gile...so,bear da tau..die cm ade big probs...so,after exam halaqah td..mintak gile uskut bwk g clinic..thanks uskut..nsb bek uskut ade motor..nek motor g clinic tuh..sampai je...ade noticed-closed for today-Ya Allah..down gile..tp tetibe dr jagdish yg sebelah kdai die kuar and ckp,-u just wait here,he'll be here around 10-15 minutes more...huh..lega!dr jagdish nih very commited dr..cuti 10 hr tuh..tgl iggy-iguana- kt die le..hm..thnax dr..=)..pastuh...bwk la dody masuk..dr ckp die kne infection..start from anal die..sbb ade wound kt anal die..and bear da agak da sbb anal die bengkak and bdn die cm swallow...cm tuh la...sian tgk dody...pastuh die kt mayb die kne menda tajam kot..hm...sdey...bear wonder gak...ape menda la yg wat die saket...xda plak kaca ke ape..tp mayb buckle kayu die tergesel kot..ntahla..hm...dody kne inject...sbb die sgt lemah..sgt2..dr kt die dehydrated.die x minum or mkn..sbb wound tu agak terbiar and x bwk cpt2 untuk cure..so,die da merebak kt lung and dats y die cm npk bengkak...sdey gile la dgr..slh bear..isk2...bersalah gile...hm..tym cucuk dody...tetibe unexpectedly dody g gigt tgn dr tu..hm..die saket sgt tuh..die cm reflect gile kot sbb dr inject nk masuk air..and dr trk skin die and trus inject...xda sape pgg sbb mmg igt die lemah la...berdarah tgn dr...byk...gigi dody mmg tajam..sian dody...pastuh..dr suoh pgg die and tutup kpale die...dody pun slamat dicucuk...sian dody...pastuh prut die da tak bengkak.. tp die sgt lembik la plak..sgt2...die cm terkulai cmtuh la..hm..bear nanges sbb die da x grak...tp pas 2-3minutes tgu..tetb die start breathing balik..hepi sgt..tp dr ade ckp...chances die untuk hidup 50-50 je...sdey gile bile dgr..hm....tp bear hope die leh hidup cm dlu...rindu dody yg dlu..yg sehat and hepi...dody jgn risau..bear bg dody mkn ubt tiap2 hari..nnt dody pun cepat baek..doy leh men2 mcm dlu..ocay...dody jgn risau tau..bear syg dody..

Friday, October 17, 2008

sigh..~

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

Thursday, October 16, 2008

mentada da sehat..=)




salam~
post td tym serangga nih saket...skrng nih da sehat..alhamdulillah...actually bear tatau die nih species cmne..so..tatau die mkn ape...bg syr sawi mcm xmkn je..bg ayer je la...bile da sehat..die da start lompat and pnjat2 da..lega tgk die..sbb die da besar..da matang...saiz die cm ala2 belalang kunyit..for those yg tau la..hm...bile die sehat cm hepi gak ah...hehe...thought of lepas die esok2...bg die btol2 sehat..hehe..byk sggh lg insect kt uia nih...hehe..k la..the end of this unknown insect story...hehe..wassalam..

gbr mentadak saket..



salam~just thought of sharing a few pitures gbr mentadak yg saket smlm...ni gbr tym br2 amek die from stairs..sian die..da terbaring n mcm mmg da nazak gak...movement die sgt slow and very bad..sgt kesian tgk die...ade baby mentadak gak..yg kecik tu lg la...mmg npk mcm da xda harapan...sdey sgt..actually bear tatau sbnrnye insect ni ape name die sbnrnye...so..for those yg tau..plsz..n plsz..do inform me...bear pgl mentadak hutan coz structure die mcm mentadak tp color totally different dienye color sbb mentadak kan hijau..tp yg nih brown in colour...mcm kayu2 sket..kt leher die ade colour kuning yg sangat terang and sgt cantik...hm...tym nih mmg die sgt lemah and mcm da xda harpn...tp nana ada give opinion ckp bg die air byk2..so..bg die minum air byk2 through shrink...smlm google gak pasal dis insect tp tak jumpe..hm...sdey..
so...sesape yg jumpe info pasal die nih..btau k...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Mentadak rasanya..

salam~
waiting 4 my assignment to be sent to my lectrer..hm...criusly it takes like-lyf time- to send my file...hm...yea..the file is too large i ges..god!!im not a type of person who is great enuff in handling this type of emotion..huhu...thank God there is a "mentadak saket" that at least by myside ryt now...hm...saw it at the stairs new my rum..so just bring back and give him some water and sawi..hope he is feeling better becoz of the positive reaction shown by him..hm...might be he just been "trapped" by the acidic liquid sprayed by the pest control man on the afternoon...firstly, I dunno what to do for sure..but then,I just gave him water..and for few minutes,nothing happen..I gave him again and wait for few minutes more..and alhamdulillah..it does give some positive reaction by vomitting liquids which is yellow in colour..hm...so..now,Im waiting for more reaction from him..hope by tomorrow,he'll get better,Insyaallah...

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

di mana silapnya..

Salam~
hidup nih x slalu indah..itulah ungkpn yg plng tepat..hm..kekdg kite lupe yg ade org masih syg kt kita..kekdg kite terlepas pandang yg sbnrnye kita mmg dihadirkn untuk saling melengkapi...sungguh..manusia mudah lupa...ak juga mdh lupa...slalu lupa akn tugas dan tnggjwb sbgai sorang ank,kwn,tman,shbt...hm...kalu dulu kita ada semua menda..kita wat tak tau ja...tp bila da hilang..terlepas dr genggaman..br kita sedar betapa penting dan berharga nye menda tuh dlm hidup kita...sungguh...kita manusia slalu lupa...tp...setiap kesilapan pasti ade sesalan..kita ade peluang untuk berubh...sekali lg cubaan ke atas setiap insan bila kita lambat untuk membuat keputusan untuk berubah...seminit lambat pun mampu membuatkan kita menyesal seumur hidup...jd...sebagai manusia yg telah diciptakan sebaek-baeknya...hargailah setiap insan di sekeliling anda..jgn lupa untuk mengucapkan sayang kepd mereka seandainya mereka mmg berada dlm hati kita...x deny...stiap yg jd dtg dari Allah,redha itu penting... anggaplah setiap yg jd ada hikmah dan telah ditentukan oleh Allah S.W.T....Subhanallah...Sungguh hebat kuasa Allah...Hanya Dia yg mampu mengubah segala2nya...Wassalam...

Monday, October 13, 2008

Bearded Dragon...


Bearded Dragons are popular exotic pets in many places,yeah..nowadays it has been widely spread in Malaysia as an adorable pet...huhu...Bearded Dragons very famous especially the species vitticeps, the Inland or Central Bearded Dragon. These pets are also affectionately called "Beardies" by those who breed or raise them. They are a popular species among children, because of their friendly and calm nature, along
with the relative ease of caring for them.Bearded Dragons have broad triangular heads and flattened bodies, with adults reaching approximately 18 to 24 inches (45-60 cm) from head to tail. When threatened, they will expand a spiny pouch under their jaw, as well as inhale air and puff up to make them appear larger.Thought of uploading the picture it takes too long to upload.Maybe next time I'll try to upload a few picture when this animal turns angry. The pouch resembles a beard, lending the animal their name. Males have a distinct set of pre-anal pores between the back legs and have hemipenal bulges at the vent area. Females lack both the pores and bulges. The pores are easy to see by simply looking at the underside of the dragon. With the tail vertical it is easier to see the two bulges formed by the hemipenes on the males. Females do not have the two bulges or the indentation between the lumps, rather females have one small broad lump that is closer to the vent. Males and females are of comparable size, although males usually sport a larger head and a thicker tail base than the females. Mature males will turn their throat pouches black during courtship and to signal dominance,although females have also been known
to do the same.Guys,it is really interesting to know them well.

Bearded Dragons have a distinctive series of lateral spines (specialized scales) radiating horizontally from the head to the base of the tail. Their color ranges from light tan to dark brown, depending on their native soil, often with highlights of black, brilliant red, or gold, and can change somewhat depending upon their internal condition, mood or temperature (darkening when cool). Some captive populations have been selectively bred for more
brilliant colorations. As juveniles, they are semi-arboreal. As adults, they are worldlier, but will climb to bask and search for prey. Bearded Dragons can occupy a large range of habitats from the desert to dry forests and scrublands.All species are from Australia, but they have been exported worldwide and bred successfully in captivity. In the wild, the various species are widely distributed throughout different regions of Australia. Bearded Dragons live about 8–15 years with proper care in captivity, though some can live up to 20 years old.

Learn their character.You'll find a marvelous interesting idea rolling from the top to the bottom of your head man!!It is pretty exciting...hehe....=)

hot...

Salam~

evening guys..what a hot day today..might be raining in few hours time mayb...
thinking of being a "fish " right now..hahaha..criusly im sweating..being a fish at this moment wouldnt be so hard...hehehe....opppss~kinda deviated from the path huh..astaghfirullahalazim...
eyp guys..do catch up the new movie about a little girl in Thailand who is greatly kicking her ass out in Tomoi field..gotta be interesting ...hehehe...nope..im not selling it..just sharing..k la ..hafta catch up some stuff...daa~

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Hectic Weekend...

salam~
gosh..what a hectic weekend..can't wait to have a break..hm..hafta accomplished certain mission that need certainly high attention..haha...can't bare any longer..really out of sand right now...c yea later...~

Saturday, October 11, 2008

BAsikalku...

salam~
lepas balik raya...lom lg nek basikal..so,cm biasa tingat plak kt basikalku yg tggl keseorangan...hehe...g la amek kt bwh pondok tuh...pas unlocked,nek le basikal tuh...pastuh rase cm x sedap...owh..da kurang angin...hm...cmne eh?nk cr kt sape plak pam bskl...huhu...so bwk le g volley court...sume da kt situ...-urusan ptg- hehehe...pas men..chnot nk bwk nek bskl...die ltk blakang...agak pnt ah tgk die bwk..sbb basikl tuh didtgkn ngan ketiadaan gear...ngeh2..nek bukit plak tuh...da sampai blkng..so slmt...hm...jijah ckp die ade pam...wah..sonok2...-almaklum..nk uji diri pam basikal-..g la amek...die ckp masuk je bilik die...so,masuk je la amek,,tp rumate die da pandang pelek..hehe..tp wat bodoh je...hehe..sj nk crk pasal...aku pun..masuk cm penyamun..haha..bajet xde pape yg berlaku...pastuh g la pam basikalku yg tayar biru besar itu..bajet leh wat ngan sendirinye....start la masukkn tiub tuh...pastuh tetibe dgr bunyi angin yg sgt kuat....dlm mase beberapa saat je..tayar tuh tetibe lembik...!!wah!! kempis!!..aish..bkn ke ak nk tbh angin..??np angin lak yg kuar...??aduhai....gl lah...cm bia betul ak nih??pastuh "mee" and "bandung" lalu..ak pggl...diorang la yg tlg...tp agak seksa ah...tayar tuh besar so,tekanan die tgi..ntahla...rs cm ade yg x kne ngan cara pam bskl tuh sebenarnye..sungguh...!..nsb sume ocay..keras jg tayar basikalku..yeah!leh le bwk..=)

Thursday, October 9, 2008

balek vs x balek...

salam...
dalam dilema ryt now..hehe..nk balek ke x..
huhu..pning2..nk blk tp gap cm dekat sgt...revision week start 23 ...28 nih da start 1st exam calculus...hm..cmne yea...kalu x blk nk g ukm...same gak..huhu..thot of going on the 17th ..tp cik shkn ade karier week lak..hehe..btol x shikn?die plak bz...sian die..=)..cik shkin suh g 24 nih..tp tuh la..like i've said just now.da dkt sgt ngn exam...hehe..kt jumpe nnt yea..tuh ah..nk g 12 nov x bg...die kate nk sabotaj ka..ekeke..msti ah...da free ma...=)...hm...nk g bley..tp x lame..huhu..kinda buhsan gak duk cni actually..jln2 kl amek angin yg kotor itu ok jg ape...so,hafta arrange and find a gud solution so that x clash..adios~

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

God always know..

Sometimes God breaks our spirit to safe our soul,
Sometimes He breaks our heart to make us whole,
Sometimes God sends us pain so we can be stronger,
Sometimes He sends us failure so we can be humble,
Sometimes Gos sends us illness so that we take better care of ourselves,
Sometimes He takes everything so we will value what we have,
so..no matter what God has give and take from you,
it is for ur best...
Allah know what is the best for you...

Starbucks Vs Warung

salam~
yea..
starbucks-international-
kedai kopi-local-

hm...malu ke kite kalu kite yg bkak warong tuh?bkak plak seblah kdai starbucks...hehe.malu ke kite??huhu...jgn malu haa...kite xleh malu ngan menda cmni...np kite nk malu plak??kite patut bangge kite leh bkak warong sblh starbucks...hehhe..kinda merepek..tp ni la issue yg cube nk btau now nih...hehe..pe ingt kalu kite bkak Starbucks kite da cukup hebat??x semestinye org yg bkak warung tuh x hebat..mane tau income die lg hebat dr yg bkak starbucks..tp tuh la...org zaman sekarang pkey kalu kite masuk Starbucks tuh kire cm ade class ah..setakat warung ..ape ade..huhu..kalu nk lepak plak.tamau ah lepak kt warung2..nk lepak starbucks..br le bes..hm.tp kite xleh cmtuh..kite kne time seadanye...kalu kite xmampu..warung pun ok ape..tujuan kite sebnarnye x lari pun untuk both kedai nih..percaye atau tidak...

1-nk penuhkan perut yg kosong
2-nk lepak2 ngan kwn after mkn

ala...kalu setakat nk online..leh ja dlm bilik kt campus..hehe..tp x..ramai gak yg nk bile lepak;;'uit..jom g starbucks..leh online'...eceh..tym2 nih la nk wat keja sume..hehe...xdela..cube kite tgk zmn skrg nih..ramai bdk2 yg cmnh...mayb diorang byk due kot...xleh le nk kt ape...tp kite kne beringt...duet diorng ke duet mak bpk diorang..aish,,,nyebok la diri ini..hehe..papepun..sekali sekala leh le consider...tp kalu da slalu parah jg tuh...tp ade ke yg slalu g??..

wallahualam...

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Kita semua kawan...


Dengarkanlah teman seloka hiburan.

Tak perlulah kita asyik nk berlawan.

Kita semua kawan tak boleh berlawan.

Kalu kita renggang kita ketinggalan.


Bebaskan dirimu dari dibelenggu.

teruskan langkahmu ayuh kita maju.

mari bersamaku nyanyi lagu ini.

jangan difikirkn resah yang di hati.


Semua itu hanya dimindamu.

Tak perlu kau sangsi tak perlu kau ragu.

Segala-galanya pastikan berlalu.

Mentari kan muncul mendung kan berlalu..
-lagu nih btol2 membawa seribu satu erti..hehe..guys..do appreciate our frens...-



borak2 kedai kopi...

salam...
just came out from Che Det Blog...yea..too much to understand after all...
hm...is there any hope for us a -Pemuda,pemudi harapan bangsa-..hehehe=)
what is Islam hadhari after all..im having a strictly confusing and mixing of points what country are we having or leading actually...
am i too naive about our mlaysian political system...??
what a topic...hhehehe...
respect Tun.Luv Tun.Brilliant Tun.
Malaysian need a leader like u Tun...
Im not the one who miss u...trust me...=)

Monday, October 6, 2008

The day after yesterday....=)

!
morning..
just came back from class..
what a nice day today...luv it..
huhu....so...im thinking of going back to taiping..
really cant wait anymore...dunno why..
yea...really bare with the phrase...'bear..ko x knal so ko x cinta'...
haha..what a freak friend of mine-hehehee-...BUT..Yup!! i do agree beb...
loads of fun and peace there...one of them is in the picture...=)...get to know this 'long tail' guy is very2 lucky..got to know them clearly is more fun..giving them food is my pleasure...they done a great job..they peace my mind...they are my friends...go monkey!!!live life to da fullest...


p/s:da one in da picture..-dun worry.I'll come back-hehehe...

PedULikan SeGaLa kesErAbUtan...

salam...=)
...lupekan segala masalah...hehe...shbt2 sekalian..cuba kita rasakn setiap tangisan mesti ada harapan untul berhenti... same gak kan ngan life kite nih...kite mesti trus berjuang n berubah ikut keadaan...hm...tamau sdey2 da...pnat sebenarnye...tp sungguh setiap masalah akan mengajar kita lebih matang untuk pilih mana permata ..mana belian..mana perak..mana tembaga..mana besi karat...mana tanah..mana pasir..sumelah..kalau tak..kita tatau..kita ingat sume same..kita bli n jaga ngan harga yang sama..kita tatau nk letak die kat tempat elok ke..atau tak..kita tatau yang sebenarnya karat tuh leh memakan diri kita kalau kita terlanggar ...sebabnya,kita ingat besi karat tuh same ngan berlian...itu contohnye la kalau kita ni tatau nk beza mane baek mane buruk...so..shbt2..setiap yg Allah bg kat kita mesti ada baik dan buruknye kt kita..kite kena trima ngan redha..Insyaallah..

Saturday, October 4, 2008

im waiting....

eylop...not that late to wish salam aidilfitri to all the muslim in this whole entire world...
yea..today im going back to kuantan..stop by at -SHELL-...waiting for aimi to "bring" my body back to kuantan..Gosh!!kinda bad my feeling ryt now..not that good..hm...miss my hometown..yeaa...=(..'umi..kak harap umi ocay kat sane..mis u umi...'..huhu...kuatkan semangat.teruskan perjuangan.Perjuangan belum selesai!!!salam~

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

i miss sumone...

hm...looking at the watch that never stop ticking do make myself turn terrible sometimes...every minutes and seconds do past and like for sure, it never turn back.lying for sure if I don't have problems to solve in my life right now as 'problems always occur no matter in the beginning,middle or the end of men life'..what a life..~sigh..~Im missing someone to be called a friend for life...yeah...It looks damn weird why does issue of friendship do take place in my mind right now..hm...but,to be truth,that's the fact..I'm facing the hard moment by loosing slowly someone that I care so much..yeah..it sounds stupid..none of the people in this world would try to solve the problem that Im facing as it does not suit with the issue that the world now is chatting about...huh!~im done thinking of this problems..and now Im trying to workout with the new solutions that I found..-it sounds funny-..hm...I do hope it works this time..really!really!really! hope!!!Oh Allah..I do hope some blessing in the Holy month of Ramadhan...Bless me with Your forgiveness and Allah do guide me with the bestest way that will lead me to the place that will last heavenly for eternity...In the name of Allah the Most Grecious and Most Merciful,reach us with the bountiful wisdom..and guide us to the true ways of Islam as you have manifested in the Holy Quran..Amin..

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Hari yang dijanjikan....

Sebelum mata terlena
Di buaian malam gelita
Tafakurku di pembaringan
Mengenangkan nasib diri

Yang kerdil lemah yang bersalut dosa
Mampukah ku mengharungi titian sirat nanti
Membawa dosa yang menggunung tinggi
Terkapai ku mencari limpahan hidayah Mu

Agar terlerai kesangsian hati ini
Sekadar air mata tak mampu membasuhi dosa ini

Sebelum mata terlena
Dengarlah rintihan hati ini
Tuhan beratnya dosa ku
Tak daya ku pikul sendiri

Hanyalah rahmat dan kasih sayang Mu
Yang dapat meringankan hulurkan maghfirah Mu
Andainya esok bukan milik ku lagi
Dan mata pun ku tak pasti akan terbuka lagi

Sebnelum berangkat ke daerah sana
Lepaskan beban ini
Yang mencengkam jiwa dan raga ku

Selimut diri ku
Dengan sutra kasih sayang Mu
Agar lena nanti ku mimpikan
Syurga yang indah abadi

Pabila ku terjaga
Dapat lagi ku rasai
Betapa harumnya
Wangian syurga firdausi oh Ilahi

Disepertiga malam
Sujud ku menghambakan diri
Akan ku teruskan pengabdian ku pada Mu

lailatul Qadar..

"carilah lailatul Qadar pada(bilangan) ganjil
dari sepuluh hari terakhir di bulan Ramadhan."
Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari,Muslim dan lainnya.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

notes of the day...

life......
no one can see the hidden scenery..
it is all has been created right through the name of Allah s.w.t...

live life with full of intensity towards Him...
live life under the Mercy Of the One...
live life under the faith of Islam...

seriously..after all..we do search and find for the Greatness of the One...
behold with all the circumstances...
at one time...we'll reach the destination of the desire
that will determine our path of the life..

never get "caught" with the "blessing" of the world...
it is all has been written without any doubt...
only those who remain with their truly faith...
will reach the bountiful wisdom and will be guided to the true ways of Islam...
bare with the One...

after all..only one destination we will be reached...
the destination of the truth...Yau mul Qiyamah...

let us pray for our journey...
as the journey is just around the corner...

let us pray for our journey...
as the journey is full of hurt and tears...

let us pray for our journey...
so the journey will be lead to the same destination...

Insyaallah...